capture everything in your mind!

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

im dead here..

find me somewhere else..

=DD

1:27 PM

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

what is your point exactly..

what do you want to do?

im seriously confuse about you..

3 days back you told me you miss me..

your calls engage me back to you..

you laugh, you talk and you crap..

but now..

you suddenly kept quiet..

like as if i dont exist..

whats your point?

damn im pissed..

1:19 AM

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

when is the next time man~

haha i hope it will be soon~

heee!

9:54 PM

Saturday, February 20, 2010

damn..

it took soo long..

soo long for me to wait..

fuck laa..

exams in 3 more days..

study study study..

but nothing coming in..

damn~..

where's the promise..?

1:40 PM

Friday, February 19, 2010

lets keep this post simple..

here we go..

sitting here smoking my last cigarette..

made me think of you my dear..

eating this delicious chocolate..

helplessly kept me thinking of her..

lying on this bed of mine..

makes me remember our moments on yours..

you never fail to turn me on all the time..

haha..wait this suppose to be a joke alrite..

ok i better stop..

1:15 AM

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

things aint right nowadays..

i feel sooo not used to the situation now..

maybe i need to really go..

just go off..

damn~..

exams coming and so on..

i hope i can be ready when the time comes..

ccta, immuno, microbio and pat..

damn~..

lets go clubbing after exams..

>.<..

clubbing?! its suppose to be a joke anyway..

i need to enjoy myself before attachment start..

i miss you..

i dont know why but whenever i sit and smoke..

you appear and put your head on my shoulder like you used to..

you stare at me and smile..

*snap!*

its just my imagination..

tsk..

1:35 AM

Thursday, February 11, 2010

test after test..

its a horrible life i can say..

hmmm..

if only..

just only..

there's hope..

9:34 PM

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

something is bothering you..

i just knew it..

your tears and all..

whats wrong my dear..

1:56 PM

Sunday, January 31, 2010

well you see the drawing on top?

guess whose drawing?

its good seriously..

i gotta admit that she can draw cute cartoons..

haha..

anyway..here's your post nuruL!

naahh dont say i never balas budi ehh..

hahha..

seriously..i find that she has a awesome drawing skills..

(kembang la tu)

yaaa..if u guys wanna her to draw something..

tell her aite..

maybe she'll charge..

haha!..

ps: she likes to tell people tat she wants to pee..

pffft..

12:53 PM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

well i think im addicted to it..

there's always another time..

=P..

everything was perfect..

1st time for everything in one night!..

heh..

goshh~

but its worth a while to enjoy a lil bit right?

heeeee~

5:18 PM

Saturday, January 23, 2010

look..

i dont know whats your point..

what are you trying to prove..

why are you even doing all this..

you almost pushing me to the edge..

but i still wanna hold it on..

i dont want to let go of you..

tell me exactly whats your game..

2:25 PM

Friday, January 22, 2010

whazzup homie!

im feeling good tonight..

i got a feeling~..

tonight is going to be a good night~..

tonight is going to be a good good night~..

k stop!..

haaha..

im very happy for myself..

yezzzaaa..

-.-..

k seriously i need to stop..

anw..school was ok..

french class..

favourite i guess..

heh..

learn a lots..

real lots..

maybe i can communicate with u in french..

wanna try? heee~..

k done..

goodnite..

12:03 AM

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

where do i stand now..

everywhere seems to be out of place..

even myself is not in order..

damn..

i need to restore back everything..

hmmm..

check-on-today..

did nothing much..

went to school as usuals..

learn some CCTA and PAT..

went botanic garden..

accompany friend for photography assignment..

went town..

walk2 about for awhile..

then home..

feeling very weird now..

unexplainable feeling..

hmmm..

10:36 PM

Monday, January 18, 2010

ok let me update my blog of mine..

its been very dead..

hmmm...

what can i say..

i got no life seriously..

turn 18..

everything seems to sucks..

maybe something is pulling me back..

from going clubbing..

parties..

and such stuffs..

i need to get a motivation to do something..

i will leave what i wanna do half way..

without any motivations..

well i better get something to do with this life of mine..

its getting bored every single day..

i'll try to find something..

goodnite..=DD

10:24 PM

Saturday, January 9, 2010

when the clock ticks,

every moments sticks,

when the rain falls,

peaceful time calls,

when your mind is clouded,

everything seems complicated,

when you kept thinking,

you keep me worrying..

2:58 AM

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

my blog is really dead..

seriously..

aint joking..

its dead..

no new post..

nothing..

shesshhh...

maybe when i got the mood..

i'll blog again..

but for now..

it seems to be nothing..

=DD

11:27 PM

Monday, December 28, 2009

countdown coming!..

but i've no idea what plans gonna be this year..

jared is working..

wawan away..

and it seems left with 5 people?

or even less..

hahha...

3:16 PM

Friday, December 25, 2009

where do i start,

now everything seems to fall apart,

what seems to shine before,

seem dull like never before,

i guess i need to apologize,

i hope your reading this,

i hope that everything will be normal,

where its just you and me and nothing else at all..

first let me say that im sorry to what i've done,

i knew from the start im at wrong,

i dont know why i did that to you,

my mind is in a mess not because of you,

but problems revolving around me,

that angers me,

i dont meant to to treat you that way,

i didnt meant to be mad at you in such a way,

im sorry if i made you cry to your dream,

i just regret what i did to my girl of my dream,

i prayed last night,

hoping everything will be alright,

i couldnt sleep because i kept thinking of you,

i knew something is not right with my boo,

the last message you sent me last night,

stomp me for awhile and made me think for the whole night,

endless call and message to you,

but nothing coming back from you,

from that point onwards,

i knew your upset with me for sure,

today i get a word from you,

i was right from the start that i hurt you,

i dont know how foolish i am for what i did,

to a girl that loves and care about me,

i realise how important is one kiss is,

and how one hug means,

im sorry that i didnt do like what i usually do,

where i'll wrap my arms around you,

kiss you gently on your cheeks,

and smile cheek to cheek,

im sorry i didnt show these,

i wasnt thinking on what i did,

i knew i am in wrong,

so i'll just keep quite and admit im wrong,

i cant bear to lose you,

because the reason is i love you,

now i just hope you forgive me,

i promise that i will make it clear for you to see,

that i will not repeat this again,

and hurt u in pain,

everything seems to be cover with darkness without you,

i'm really am sorry for what i've done to you,

i dont know how many times i said sorry,

but im sincerely sorry baby,

please forgive me this time,

i promise i wont do it next time,

i love you..

2:59 PM

Sunday, December 13, 2009

=DD

finally legalize...

is there such a word?

hah i dont care...

anyway..

first of all i wanna thank the t's for the present..

use in case of emergency eyy..

hahaha...

appreciate it guys..

next thank to those who wish me aite..

appreciate it k..

=DD..

now im 18 eh..

i dont know what to look forward actually..

yaa seriously..

hahhaa..

driving licence?

maybe and maybe not..

clubbing?

my bby dont allow..

hahhaaa...

just live your life aite..

3:08 PM

Saturday, December 5, 2009

its cold today..

here's my jacket to keep you warm all day..

3:12 PM

Thursday, November 26, 2009

its been a long time since i post..

so now this is it..

my post..

hah..

its like weeks i didnt update..

updates in my life:

loving my life with a simple girl..

photography going well..

skates getting better and worst..

body getting heavier..

smoking getting out..

i think that is just it..

3 songs im addicted now..

back at one-brian mcknight..

amaze-lonestar..

two is better than one-boys like girls ft taylor swift..

schools is getting more burden..

more workloads..

more projects..

i just wish everything will just go away..

2:28 PM

Sunday, November 8, 2009

photography tutorial

photography assignment

photography technique

everything seems so new to me

i thought it would be easy

but its harder with criteria

shots have to be creative

follow the theme

compensate the exposure

fill the criteria

example

lighting: side light, rim light and shadow

visual elements: lines, shape, colour and texture

design principle: dominance, balance, proportion and repetition

all this comes to play

photography is not just a random shots of fun

its more...

3:19 PM

Friday, October 30, 2009

fuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhh~

too much dust ehh geena?

hahahha

now i blew it away

hows that?

hahhaha

life has been great!

loving my life right now..

simple

happy

lovely

exciting

and

more!

hahhaa..

busy lately..

skates and commitments

heh~

12:56 AM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

didn't i told you that you're the moon,

that glows beautifully in the night,

didn't i told you that you're always my favourite tune,

that i listen to every single night..

10:15 PM

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

model for nike v6.0

hahhaha!

photoshoot in town was great..

pix upload in facebook!

bye bye!

2:08 AM

Saturday, October 3, 2009

before we comment on our standards of living,

before we even compare our status with friends,

there are others who is suffering,

they don't have the privilege to even stand..

sometimes you always think that you don't have enough,

and you'll be angry over it,

some people don't even have anything to start with,

and the worst, they have to live with it..

getting what you really wish for is always exciting,

knowing that your able to afford it is wonderful,

what if you don't even have a hope of living,

doesn't it makes your life painful..

be grateful of who you are,

be thankful of what you get,

some aren't that lucky as you are,

hoping and wishing is their only bet..

this video open my eyes,

to be more grateful and thankful..

2:04 AM

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

there are always two paths in life,

you are the one that decide your fate and destiny,

don't rush things thats available in life,

you might end up losing everything..

books are meant to read over and over,

store mainly informations and facts,

your life are meant to be discover,

who knows what miracle you'll get..

stars blanket the dark sky during the night,

clouds blanket the blue sky during the day,

love can be found at the first sight,

why don't give a try and it might just be your day..

given a situation of two decisions to choose,

think through rationally before picking,

you might not want to get the wrong choice,

or your worst nightmare may just be starting..

12:48 AM

Sunday, September 27, 2009

omg!

jared chalet was a blast..

from the bbq..

to whats going on at night!

epic high man..

hahaha..

thats all..

8:07 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009

the moon is pretty,

the night is peaceful,

this life of mine is empty,

how i wish my life would be wonderful..

thoughts kept running,

my mind ain't settling down,

i keep on finding,

what is bringing my life down..

i thought i had found love at last,

which i'll ink it in my new chapter,

but i failed to forget what had past,

that alone just makes me weaker..

time ain't stopping for me,

phrases of words will spark it,

how long will i take just for you to see,

how much you are to me when we first meet..

shots after shots taken,

using no cameras but my eye,

you're the greatest god creation,

that i'll save in my eye-drive..

i found out that i always made my move with a rose,

maybe it gave me those confidence,

just to ask you out and propose,

like those romantic movies in France..

pfft,

im just bored..

12:30 AM

Monday, September 21, 2009

raye was ok i guess?

heh my cousin are jealous my collection are thicker..

nyehehehe..

and yaa i only went out on the first day..

well dad gotta work..

so i guess this year wont be gerek..

tsk...

dollar to dollar for that dslr?!

i tot its sponsor..

haiyooo..

bnyk susah bah...

anyway pictures from the first day..

10:32 PM

Saturday, September 12, 2009

beauty over consistancy?

tsk..

kickflips..

urgghh..

so far holidays,

didnt get any job..

sad to say..

so i cant getwhat i wanted..

hmmmm..

raya coming..

will i get green packets?

or i wont?

hahaha old alrd..

i seriously got nothing to do..

bored at home..

cant eat now..

if i could..

i'll eat..

life is getting mudane..

hmmm..

i need to get a .....

well thats life..

live it..

4:21 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

wassup people!

puasa is going in to the last 10 days..

wohhoo~

raya coming..

what else celebrate aite..

baju raya this year?

pink man..

im a virgin..

hahahhaa...

im piss off right now..

at 2.50am..

some fucker asking trouble..

when playing texas poker..

swearing at me like one small kid..

ass...

i dont know when will this tye of people will grow up..

i've got the shoe i wanted people!

nike v 6.0!

haha..

glow in the dark man..

heeh..

2:54 AM

Saturday, September 5, 2009

full moon overcast the dark sky tonight,

gazing at the nature that god had created,

wish to tell you this in one of the night,

that your the greatest thing that god had created,

a novel that share those love stories,

touches the readers heart and soul,

a short random poem of memories,

brought you back when you're deeply in love,

old photographs shows how fast time flew by,

reliving the past that one had,

its priceless for one to buy,

and it will just remain as memories that one had..

12:55 AM

Friday, September 4, 2009

fuyoo~

its going to be 2 weeks of puase tmr..

it seems fast..

but i didnt even feel the atmosphere of fasting..

seriously..

to me its just a normal hack of a day..

maybe its a sign..

tsk...

well~

i thought holidays going to be a long one..

but i realise its short..

haiz..

7 weeks..

still short ey..

hmmm...

what if i change myself?

becoming more decent..

lets change our dressing NURUL~..

hahhaa...

lets become decent..

hah!

3:17 PM

Monday, August 31, 2009

burp!

i am soo full right now..

what should i do next?

i have no idea..

i think im missing something..

hmmmm..what is it..

tsk..

anyway i need a job..

goodbye..

7:35 PM

Saturday, August 29, 2009

exams are finally over..!

hippiiee!

tskk..

i hope i did well..

enjoy enjoy enjoy..

hols coming..

im hunting for a job..

anyone has vacancy?

beep me ok?

went out today till 3am..

so call celebrate both aiman and am birthday..

advance uhh..

hahahaha!

was great..

guitar hero-ing for 3 hrs..

slack..

chill..

great time..

time sure pass by quickly..

a few more months im legal!

so yaa..

just waiting for that day..

tsk..

3:29 AM

Friday, August 28, 2009

literally later at 2pm will be my last paper..

nyahahhahhaa...

gereks ape...

im still mugging for my molecular biology..

tsk..

replication laa..

transcription laaa..

translation laaa...

but actually it seems interesting..

haha!

dont know why..

maybe its about my body..

anyway..

after exams im sure hunting for a job..

i need money man!..

i wanna buy lots of things..

i shouldnt ask money from my parents..

because mcm burden gitu..

hahha..

i wanna buy this stuffs..

-swatch red metallic watch

-nike sb

-lots of shirts

-lots of pants

-skate shoe

hahah!

a lot right?

if im gonna ask my parents for it..

im sure going to feel bad..

nyahahhaaa...

1:48 AM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

INAC paper is coming..

i got no mood to study..

dont even know whats the reason..

pfft...

bchem and mobio coming also...

perserve min..

come one..

tsk..

11:47 PM

Thursday, August 20, 2009

holidays are coming...

i think i need a job to get the things i wanted..

anyone out there has any 'lobang' to offer?

please tell me okeh?

puase is coming in 1 more day...

wohhoo~

tk sabar oii nk raye!

pfft!

=.="

puase lum..

raye lebih...

check2 tk full lak puase...

haahhahha!

10:04 PM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

exactly 3 more days to fasting month..

no more eating or drinking during the day..

am i prepare?

mentally?

physically?

socially?

hahha crap...

anyway...

i cant wait for fasting month to be over..

than can go raya2 ...ahaha!

puase lum, nk raye...

pfft!...

time pass really fast these days..

hmmm..

i miss out my chance..

well yeah..

i guess im getting over it..

but something doesnt let me..

pfft!..

exams coming...

1)instrumental and analytical chemistry

2)biochemistry

3)molecular biology

these are the 3 main exams..

im going to start mugging..

i kinda feel this semester very relax...

maybe im a slacker?

ahaha!

1:52 AM

Monday, August 17, 2009

ahh blogger shit ass..
something wrong with the page..
pfft..

2:53 PM

Sunday, August 9, 2009

see this poster above..

go and see it..

wanna know why?

its a show that u'll laugh ur ass out..

go and watch..

but..

must be 16 first...

hah!

went shisha after that..

atmosphere was ok..

but not for the music..

nvm...

next time diff place..

or maybe when i have a licence or something..

waiting pix from jared..

so ya..

updated ok geena!..

pfft..

12:55 AM

Monday, August 3, 2009

im feeling very lazy this few days..
too lazy to do anything..
maybe i need to have a real deal of fun..
where can i get 'em?
provision stores doesnt sell any..
hahha k im starting to crap..

exams are around the corner..
im starting to get worried..
worried that i need to study hard..
im a lazy guy..
urghh..

blogger cant upload pix..
donnoe why..
pantat la kn..

hmmmm...
i think i need a girl..
haha!

10:27 PM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

body is not fit..
damn...
urgghh..
stupid fever..
keep increasing and decreasing then increase again..
like rollercoaster only..

didnt skate for a past few days..
leg kinda itchy..

my phone is like totally wreck..
it seems to be around 2 years old..
but it doesnt even last a year..
sheessshh...
maybe getting nokia 5800 music phone..

and lastly..
i wanna get a dslr..
it seems cool..
pictures sooo define..
hahah!

1:29 PM

Saturday, July 25, 2009

pffft!

finally can update..

the reason for not updating is...

i cant write a new post...

serius!

and ya nurul..

update liau..

ok what happen recently..

ice age 3 in 3d last thurs..

skating yesterday..

down with fever today..

shit siaa..

2:20 PM

Monday, July 6, 2009

mood: skate o' fever

i donnoe why..
i donnoe how..
my legs feel the itch to skate..
watching those cool videos..
motivates me..
sheessshhh...

im healed!
even better!
im gg to skate tmr..

11:09 PM

Sunday, July 5, 2009

mood: piss off

ouhh my wrist..
why are u injured..
im feeling like one disable guy siaa..
cannot even pick up myself with my left hand..
grrrr....

hope will be better soon..
ahhh shittt ahh...

skates...
like no difference...
no change..
pathetic ehh...
i know..
pffftttt....

what else can i say...
school?
great...
i did well for my common test..
so now i got the drive to do better..
heee!

thats all uhh i think...
bye!

2:54 PM

Saturday, July 4, 2009

mood: happy
song: body boom bang and crazy

ok!
its been a long time since i update!
ahhaha!
ok here it goes...

i've change my skin..
looks cool eh?
dont u think so?
hahah!

school has started...
brain start to work again...
haiyaaa...
and life is as per normal..

ehhh lala!
where are u?
hahha!

before i forget..
these are some words came in my mind before i sleep!

there's a saying, every opening chapter has a beginning..
and, every ending story has a moment to keep in mind..
people say, old stories are meant to be disappearing..
so, i'll do the same thing with the book of mine...

2:14 AM

Monday, June 29, 2009

rest in peace aite MJ..
a legend has gone and no one will replace u!
here's a song of his to dedicate to him..
you are not alone....

12:09 AM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

ok let me update this blog of mine..
due to someone request..
hmmphhh..

i update alrd..
u can tagged me now..
grrrr....

anyway..
what happen past few days..
actually nothing muchh..
slack slack and slack..
except for bintan trip..
that was fun..
paintball, atv and more..
waiting for the pix..

skate's as usual..
learning new stuff..
its hard..
pffftt..
damn...

guess who i bumb in today?
unexpected ehh..
hah!
first time!..

borrinngg siaaaa hidupppp...
ok waiting for friday and saturday and sunday..
hah!

11:35 PM