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Saturday, October 13, 2007

today marks the last day of fasting. im teeming with excitement, thinking of celebrating made me just go insane. HARI RAYA is tomorrow people!!! wohooo!!!! see what i mean? i'm driven to madness. but even though this laughter and smile are portrait on my face, deep side i felt bit of sadness. even though almost two years had passed. i still cant forget what she had did to me, brought me up from young infant till a 15 year old teenager. rewiding the past make me weep. last year it was a drastic change for me to adapt she had left us but this year it felt a bit better. i will always think of you and keep praying for you. i'll try to accomplish your last wish....

leave that sadness behind, raya is just tomorrow. for the first time in celebrating hari raya, i am wearing a 'samping'. i do not know what will be the outcome. i hope it is ravishing nice and it does match well with the colour of my 'baju kurung'. i can not bear to wait to wear them tomorrow. and tomorrow, i will indulge lots of cooking from my mum and my grandmum. no doubt i will have the tedency to gain weight.

lastly.....I WISH ALL MUSLIMS A HAPPY HARI RAYA!!! AND TO MY FRIENDS, IF I HAD DONE WRONG IN THE PAST, PLEASE FORGIVE ME. AND IF I HAD BEEN INSOLENT OR REBUKED YOU GUYS HARSHLY FORGIVE ME TOO. HAPPY HOLIDAY AND ENJOY YOUR CELEBRATION!!!!

words of wisdom: in life opportunity come once in a lifetime, grab it while you can

k then..
till then..
take care..
have a nice day..
chalo maloz..
santiago signs offf.....

...................................my love for you is always there,
.............................when is the right time to tell you eh?

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