Sunday, June 29, 2008
i cant figure out why..why somethings always wrong in this life of mine..
i thought it will always go perfectly..
but instead it went wrongly..
i guess life isn't perfect as it looks..
i thought every ending will be a sweet and happy like those in books..
now, it seems to be that i no longer can hope for you..
for now you'll just gone and leave me here without you..
i wonder why does this happen..
did i play my games too slow that this happen??
i kept wonder day and night..
just to think what i did not do right..
i thought u gave me hope that time when watching movie..
but in the end, it was just false hope given to me..
it seems that im just playing around illusion..
that kills me slowly just like a poison..
what shall i do now..
i, myself dont even know..
i guess i'll just wait patiently..
wait till u notice me..
Saturday, June 28, 2008
i knew its been awhile that we met each other..the last time was when we catch a movie together..
it was like a month or so that your not by my side..
i felt that you're at changi and i'm at lakeside..
that is how i felt when your gone..
without you i'm a no one..
you change me and my life..
to become a better person in this life..
i wanted to tell you how i felt..
so that i do not keep it to myself..
i took it slow and steady..
so as to know you better and build relationship slowly..
we chat and laugh together..
likes there's no tomorrow to get together..
your joke makes my day lively..
and made me look stupid seriously..
we get closer by each day..
and its like been seeing you everyday..
we went to catch a movie..
just the both of us only..
we got comfortable watching what Happen in Vegas..
and it seems to be the best day ever with you i guess..
i thought from that on..
our relationship will never gone..
then i wanted to tell you my feelings..
but it prolong and i never manage to express my feelings..
i never thought that its too late..
but never expect its really late..
with the message you send that day accidentally..
i realize that your someone else that you love really..
the atmosphere changes drastically..
and maybe thats why we never contact frequently..
i guess i have to keep my space from you..
since there is someone special to you..
maybe i played my game too slow..
and made my chances to be with you low..
what if i told you on the day we watch the movie together..
will something happen differently or even better..
i guess i've realise that its no point going for you..
since there is already someone for you..
i'll always be there for you..
to listen your problems about you..
and i may contact lesser with you..
as i know that i'm nothing to you..
except a tutor to help you..
thus i'll not heavily bother you..
if your reading this..
i just want to say that i want to express my feelings..
i just want to tell you that i like you..
and want to always be with you..
Thursday, June 26, 2008
hah finally i manage to change the blogskin of mine..wohhhoooo..
thnx to the help of am..
haha noob sia me..
nevermine..
first timer sure noob..hahhaa
now a brand new look of my blog..
dulu alysa tu nk tolong tapi da lama je blog aku pun haus..hahaha..
so there's nothing much to say..
some changes i saw past few days..
i'll update what is it later..
so far..
i pass all my exams..
tmr i'll getting bio..
hope i pass..
erm..
ya tats it..
k out of words..
see u around..
Saturday, June 21, 2008
looks like something different is happening to me..my promise that i made to myself has broken...
my determination to excel in my sports has decline..
something is sure wrong with me..
but how can i fix it..
when there's a will, there's a way right?
my will do not even last a few months..
holiday's been fast..
after blinking a few times..
my holidays are gone..
need to start skewl on monday..
haizz..wish to spent more time with u...
but nevermine..there's still other times..
seriously...just now event was a success...
the day camp was great..
i could see them bond with each other while enjoying..
i hope the band can get stronger by this way...
hmm.....
k out of words..
see u around...
Sunday, June 15, 2008
yesterday was GREAT!!finally my eyes met ur eyes..hehx..
its been a long time..
spent time with you...
walk lots yesterday..hahh..
k firstly..yesterday went to marina to get myself a headphone..
wow..the music was great when u hear..
the bass, treble..everything..great..
hah..was very fucking crowded...
u become dizzy..so quicken things and went out..
walk2 at marina square..window shop..
then we went to bras basar...swee lee..
to get my guitar strings..
then we walk aimlessly to find a place to eat..
walk here and there...
biase la both donnoe where to eat..heh..
finally settled down at magic wok..
i hope..thai cuisine are open to u..heh..
after tat..we took bus home..
looooonnnggg journey...
so chat n laugh while on the way..
sent u home..
and lastly..i gave u a poem that i've been waiting to give..hehhx.
then..met my father...
went to my aunt place...
ton there with my cusins frens..
kecoh again..hahaha
they saw something...but i don care..hahah..
i hope u like the poem..
heh..ur voice are music to my ears..
its been a great day with you...
k im out of words...
see u around..
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
well...just came back..the camp was great...
it was both slack and torturing..
it was great to know all the other fighter...
learn more stuff and importantly talk crap with others...
haahahaha...
why silence??
the camp was great when nite falls..
it was free n easy...
this was the best i ever went..
usually camp has no such thing as free n easy..
but we had..haha
wat we did was lepak at cheers till 11..
then round about the school..
the 2nd day..
wohhoooo..
got competition..
fight...
i win the first round with a hard and close battle..
punches hit hard on my head n body so as my opponent..
then went into the next n final round for my weight category...
but i plan it out..heheh..
make it a light fight..
lazy uhh..tired alrd..hahaha...
dreamt of u..
then 2nd nite..slept late n ordered mcdelivery with the seniors..
play truth n dare..n im so lucky not to be hit..hahahaha...
the last day only left a few of us..about..10 ...hahaha
cooll ah...this camp..haha
k out of words..
see u around..
Saturday, June 7, 2008
I MISS YOU...anyway...now is holiday..
i'm going to be off during 9-11 june..
im going somewhere..
for me to know n for you to find out..
so wont be updating...
life become more boring..
very2 boring..
k out of words..
see u around..
Friday, June 6, 2008
Gossshhhhh!!!i got lots of list to buy...
punching bag..
acoustic guitar..
skateboard?
shirts..
pants...
but the sad thing is that i have no money to buy them all..
hm..how ah..
ask parents for money..
hmmm...
i miss you..
went to SP just now to follow wan jh n syahrul to his cca...
my jaw drop when i saw they skate..
wow..they are like pro...
damn..sure need lots of practice..
hahaha...
wawan buy his deck without truck n wheels..hahah..
went home around 7+..
school holiday is gg to be fast...
damn...
where are you?
so far holiday is been boring..
nothing much to do...
slack all the way..
got project to do..but lazy..
asss...
anyway i was wondering..should i buy a skateboard?? and join the others..?
hmmm.....
k out of words..
see u around..
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
its been since the last outing we went out...
last paper is tmr...haha biology....n i never study yet..
omg..i think fail..haha
anyway chem was a disaster..
cannot do here and there..
i hope that i can pass the module..
where are you??
i think that in life there is always problem that u need to face..
no one is free from problem nor obstacle...
now i guess i had to overcome a new problem of mine...
things change in life..
never to be constant..
i felt weird..
like something not right or missing..
i wonder what is it...
since that time...
my eyes did not meet ur eyes...
busy? i've no idea..
i miss you...
k out of words..
see u around...
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
the exam went well..i thought it was very hard..
in the end..it went quite easy..
haha like as if i can get A..
anyway..tmr is organic chem..
i wonder if i can score A for that..
its like secondary school...
alkane,alkene and bla2...
but a bit new...with benzene ring lah..
alkyne la...
aldehyde la..
so much nonsense ...haha
so n on thursday will be bio..
i think i will fail them..
because i dont even know a single thing..hahaha
life been OK only..
nothing much..
still quite quiet in the air...
maybe ..
perhaps...
i dont know..
i've got to enjoy my life before going to a world of career..
talking this stuff makes me feel old..
haizz....
where have u gone to?
k out of words...
see u around...
Monday, June 2, 2008
red light district..lots of prostitute..
all exposing their body parts...
cool eh...hahaaha all stand in a row..waiting for customers...
that was wat i saw when going to buy durians at geylang..
aisey beddah....they are wearing so openly like no one business..
mcm gerek eh..hahaha...
lots of hotel...so u noe la how is it suppose to be..
i wonder if i go there alone..
haha AS IF..
no way man losing my virginity to them....hahaha...
jjyyyeeaaaahhhhhh
k out of words...
see u around....
Sunday, June 1, 2008
woohoooo!!!!today is the best day i had spent ever with my family..
we went to the singapore flyer!!
before that went window shop at marina square..
lots of things i wanna buy...
hope to get the money....haha
then meet other relatives..
and together2 naik the ferris wheel..
wah sey lots of fun la..
ride with cusins...
wah sia its been very2 great...
but i think its boring ah..
nothing much to see...lots of construction...
but yet its experience..
maybe i would go again if everything is ready to go...
and another thing..
i've never loss hope in the band...
suprise to see u mcg me tat..hahaha..
let the pictures do the talking...!!!
drank this coffee..ex sia...
only guy...
its been a long time since we msg...
i had lots of fun....
nice watching the sunset
i hope i can bring my dream girl there..if i had..
hahahahahaha....
k out of words...
see u around..
