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Saturday, June 28, 2008

i knew its been awhile that we met each other..
the last time was when we catch a movie together..
it was like a month or so that your not by my side..
i felt that you're at changi and i'm at lakeside..
that is how i felt when your gone..
without you i'm a no one..
you change me and my life..
to become a better person in this life..
i wanted to tell you how i felt..
so that i do not keep it to myself..
i took it slow and steady..
so as to know you better and build relationship slowly..
we chat and laugh together..
likes there's no tomorrow to get together..
your joke makes my day lively..
and made me look stupid seriously..
we get closer by each day..
and its like been seeing you everyday..
we went to catch a movie..
just the both of us only..
we got comfortable watching what Happen in Vegas..
and it seems to be the best day ever with you i guess..
i thought from that on..
our relationship will never gone..
then i wanted to tell you my feelings..
but it prolong and i never manage to express my feelings..

i never thought that its too late..
but never expect its really late..
with the message you send that day accidentally..
i realize that your someone else that you love really..
the atmosphere changes drastically..
and maybe thats why we never contact frequently..
i guess i have to keep my space from you..
since there is someone special to you..
maybe i played my game too slow..
and made my chances to be with you low..
what if i told you on the day we watch the movie together..
will something happen differently or even better..
i guess i've realise that its no point going for you..
since there is already someone for you..
i'll always be there for you..
to listen your problems about you..
and i may contact lesser with you..
as i know that i'm nothing to you..
except a tutor to help you..
thus i'll not heavily bother you..
if your reading this..
i just want to say that i want to express my feelings..
i just want to tell you that i like you..
and want to always be with you..

1:34 AM

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