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Monday, July 28, 2008

its now or never..
i guess i'm going to do this and end it now..
i know it hurts but i'll be willing to do it..
so that i wont hurt myself for a false hope..

i'll just forget what and who i've become..
the person who you shape out of me..
the person who you have gave your heart..
the person who loves you deeply..
the person who will sacrifice anything for you..
the person who will be there all the time for you..
the person who will go through your ups and downs..

i'm just going to forget everything that made my past..
i'm going to move on with my life..
i wont dragged back just because of my past..
i guess its time for me to really forget you..
you have been a great friend and person to me..
what we shared before...
the bond and the things we encounter..
all will be forgotten...
im doing all this so that i can just forget about you..
and also so that i can stop loving you like i did before and now..
i know its hard for me..
but i have no choice..
i will do anything just to make me free eventhough to pierce my heart..

i will forget those memories with you..
i will forget the day i first met you..
i will forget those pictures we took together..
i will forget those times we spent together..
i will forget those romance we shared before..
i will forget the personality of you..
i will forget those words of yours..
i will forget those promises we made..
i will forget everything that my memories had of you..

its time for me to say goodbye..
i hope by doing this i will move on with my life..
i know its hard..
i know i may fail forgetting you..
but i'll try for the sake of myself..
i cant help seeing your face..
if i were to see you again...
i will fall for you again..
but no more for me to wait quietly and patiently..

im going to disclose my feelings towards you from now on..
i just gg to forget from the day when i met you at esplanade..
till today..
all those memories..
all those talks..
all those pictures..
all those romance..
i'll try to end it here..

goodbye...my dear...

2:49 AM

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