Monday, September 29, 2008
dont just dwell on it..just move on..
u cant go anywhere on just dwelling..
now u can do is just pray for him..
and yes u make a great and courageous move my dear..
to overcome the situation bit by bit..
im proud of you b!..
dont worry if u fall i'll help you pick you up..
no matter what happens..
i'll try to be by yourside..
rayeeeeee!!!...
wohhoooo..
raye coming...
yessaaaa....
yay!
cant wait to meet relatives..
cant wait to eat all those delicious food..
yahhoooo....
but....
whenever i think of the past..
i kept crying...
my belove grandmother..
if she were to be alive..
raye will be the best day ever..
she always cook nice2..
always making us laugh..
she is the one who always protect me whenever im wrong..
but all that i didnt realise how much she love me then..
ooohh dear~
its been a while since i went to her kubur..
i love her so much...
she taken sooo well of me..
from infant till now...
i wont forget you my lovely grandmother..
airmata mengalir bila ku kenang jasa mu...
suasana raya tiada meriah apabile tiada mu..
ku terimbas kembali sewaktu mencium tangannya dan memohon maaf..
namun, ini semua hilang dan kamu tiada..
kau lah yang menyayangi aku dengan sepenuh hati mu..
ku tidak sempat membalas jasa budi mu...
sekarang ku hanya boleh mengimbas kembali memori..
dan menhayuti zaman silam bila adanya kamu..
Saturday, September 27, 2008
its easy for you to said for me to have fun when ur down..i can only fake a smile for a while because im just thinking of you...
im worry about you b..
im very worry..
its hard for me to have fun when my own baby got problems to face..
i simply cant help it but to worry about you..
i know your situation very well...
i've been there and done that..
i experience it before..
i know its hard...
its very hard to recover from loosing someone u close with..
so ya im going to respect your decision to be alone for meantime..
remember im always there for you..
whenever you need me...
and one thing i want you to know..
if your high, im high too..
if your down so does i..
we are together b, just share your sadness with me..
and im not going to had much fun when your down..
i'll be waiting for the day u will be okay and we shall rock the world again..
i love you b...
I MISS YOU LA B!
i know you had a rough situation b..
im always at your back...
when u fall i'll catch you!
share your problems with me so that you wont be alone..
im just worry for you b..
your actions are very different from before..
Labels: im very worry for you baby
Friday, September 26, 2008
cut my hair..SHORT!...
well ya i did say it short...
no more long hair..
its short..
ala next month confirm long alek..
confirm plus chop..
hmm...
i understand now..
why u have been like different..
baby..
if u need space to let ur mind think for a while..
i'll give it to you..
if u want to talk out your problems to me..
shout it out at my ears..
if u need to cry thinking about him..
wet my shoulder..
i understand your situation right now..
but please be strong ok..
remember that..
im always there for you baby..
if u need me just held your phone and talk to me aite..
i love you so much b..
Thursday, September 25, 2008
5 more days and raye it will be..yaahhooooo.....
no need to fast after this 5 days..
but i felt that time pass by fast this ramadan..
maybe because i am working..
i bought my baju kurung..
my samping..
my slipper...
all match in one suit..
woohhhooo...
thought of buying red to match with my baby..
haha but i plan to have white way earlier..
so far i've gotten 800 bucks after working..
its kinda of easy money i guess..
hahah...im going to spent it and have a great time with my baby..
after her o's i guess..
now i better dont disturb her..
she need to concentrate..
jia yo maisarah..
wahahaha...
its been a while since my eyes met hers..
i felt something missing in me..
eventhough we talk on the phone..
i felt different..
oh god..
i dun wish to loose her..
i dun wish she to leave my life..
im having a great time loving her..
eventhough its diff and akward a bit in ramadhan..
maybe because of fasting month..
hahah i didnt know that i cant touch u when fasting..
oh baby im so sorryyy...
no wonder laa...
hmmmm....
baby...
really i dont wanna loose you..
i want to hold you tight and never let go..
god please help me will ya?
i love you soo much b...
i miss u and soo lets meet up soon aite...
Sunday, September 21, 2008
hmm...puase seems going to be ending..
raye is coming..
and yea my colour for this year raye cloth is..
cream white i guesss..
whats urs?
im certainly to loose weight..
im certainly going to train back..
for my cca sake..
yes im doing it..
haha...
my guitar skills are rusty..
im loosing out..
oh gosh...
going to pract back..
cant loose out ya...
met a freestyler recently..
and it was a 'wow'
he is damn good..
the way he rap to the music..
and futhermore its just a random...
no lyrics no paper no anything..
he is good..
im giving him a 10 pointers..
we have pass our 1 month mark..
i remember before that i scared to loose you to someone else..
but look now..im yours..yessaaa..hahaha.
wehhuu..
im loving you more and more as day pass..
but when will it be our star-gazing..
im waiting for that day patiently..
but it will be soon right?
psst i wanna tell you something..
im loving my life right now baby..
and i miss you..
and i love you so much...
Thursday, September 18, 2008
oh baby~..
its been almost a year we knew each other..
and now its a month we're together..
i know it sounded like we're new couple..
but yea time do slows down when we're together..
looking into your eyes will just make my day..
i want to thank you sooo much for being in my life...
after what we've gone through together...
i knew bit by bit about you dear..
and now it will be in a tight situation u need to face..
be strong dear..
i know its hard for you..
but if you need me..
i'll be by your side to listen to you and to comfort you..
i'll lend you my shoulder to cry on..
share your sad stories to me and i'll try to make you better in many ways..
please be strong k dear..
i knew that i stand in a different ground as you..
but your my baby and i cant stand to see your down..
remember i'm always there for u..
and finally its been the day i've waited..
eventhough the date is cancel...
i do not mind as i understand you dear..
there's always some other time..
one day we'll go out camwhoring and enjoy ourself..
just you and me...
ouhh dear...
im just glad your mine..
you understand me and you cared so much for me..
i cant just let a simple girl like you go..
i really am glad to have you dear..
i hope our relationship last long..
long enough that our steps aren't able to walk..
i love you always baby..
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
my hp is spoilt damn...but nevermine...
haiizzz...
what to do u got to do..
so yea just bear with it..
hahahahaha..."wink"..
ouhh dear i miss you!
1 more day la..
and it will only be me and you only..
we gonna spent our time like no one's business..
heeehhh...
ouh dear~
i cant wait..
weehhuuuu....
wehuuu..
skate fever...
eventhough its fasting month..
skate never stop la sey...
skate and skate..
commitment lerr.
btw...
i gotten a miserable 2.5 for my gpa..
alahai..
so little..
damn..
going to try for a 3 next sem..
haizzz...
b!
i love you la seyy..
i miss you la seyy..
wanna be with you!...
hahaha...
im counting down laa..
3 more days...
wehhuuu..
cant wait la b!...
heehhh...
Sunday, September 14, 2008
homey boy today..i didnt go out of the house for the first time...
hahaha..
what an achievement..
weehhuuuu..
i paint my house lerr..
thats why..
wahahhaa..
start from 12-8...
8 hours of painting...
damn..my muscle is aching..
hahhaah...
baby...
i miss you la dear...
i want to meet youuuuuuuu.....
can't wait for this thursday b..
omg la..
really..
hah..
i wonder how it will turn out to be...
hmmm...
confirm gerek nye..
wahahaha...
Saturday, September 13, 2008
ouh dear~
when i first saw you...
i was very afraid to approach you..
when i first approach you..
i was scared to talked to you..
when i first talk to you..
i was scared to crap and joke with you..
when i first spent with you..
i was scared it will be a short one..
when we spent the whole evening..
i was scared it will not last..
when i first tell you that i fell for you..
i was afraid to ask you to be mine..
when im yours..
i was afraid to hold u in my arms..
but now when i have you and loving you..
im afraid to lose you baby..
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
ouhhh gooossshhhh...im loosing out already..
i've not been training..
and yea...
im not fit..
haiyo....
i wonder how should i start..
hmmmm...
anyway...
im praying for your cousin's safety aite..
i hope nothing is wrong with him..
eventhough i dunnoe who is he but yea he is still my baby cuz..
so why not pray for him..
work has been fine...
and finally i gotten my pay after 6 days of work..
wohhooo..
hahaha...
yea baby...
and to my girl...
train hard ok..
we'll fight...
hahah but i'll close one eye for u..
heheh..
kasi u menang laaa..
nnt u sedih lak..
hah!
im also counting down to the day too dear!
Monday, September 8, 2008
i must change my dress code..that is what mr chan told me..
after 2 weeks of work..now just want to tell..
haiyo..hahaha...
must wear shirt lak tu..
tk selesa laaa...
hahah...
anyway..school alrd started for the secondary students..
and yea for olvl takers they are having prelim..
good luck to you guys aite..
finally!!!
my eyes met yours..
awww bii i really miss you la...
i just wanna spent the whole afternoon with you..
but yea puase la katekn..
what to do..
haiyooo..
nevermine..janji i met my baby...
heehh..
i love you soo much lerr b...
really sooo much..
Sunday, September 7, 2008
i just woke up...heeehhh and im here blogging..
hahahhaha...
ytd was ok la..
the jamming..
i guess was a disaster la..
haha everyone only pract one day...
so yea the outcome cannot be so expected to be good..
anyway...7 days of fasting..
its fast going i guess..
last i remember...it was first day..
but now..its the 7th alrd..
hahaha..
cant wait for raye...
but yea trying to build up this fasting month..
im not loosing out to my kickboxing mates..
im going to self-train yawww...
but i need a motivation..
haizzz....
OMG...
u noe wat..
im meeting my baby tmr..
wah really la...
long time no meet...
but i think it will be just a walk home..
puase babe..
tkle singgah ane2 then duduk2..
hahah...
but really i wanted to hug her when i meet her...
but ye la puase dok...haiyo...hahahha
k nvm...sabar je..hahaha...
Bii! i really miss you la...
and psstt...
I LOVE U BANGAT SEKALI..
haha...
Saturday, September 6, 2008
waaahhhhh..just came back from skating..
hmmmm....
very tired leeyyyy..
gue bo tahan liau..
hahaha...
skate the whole jurong...
tour la sey..
hahaha...
anyway...
a few more skaters skate at the stadium..
i wonder if its a common place now..
hm...
B!!!!
i miss you la sey...
seriously..
no doubt...
let me give u a trust touch/voice..
hahaha
Thursday, September 4, 2008
yessaaa...a few days of puase alrd...
if feels fast...
i cant wait for 18 la seyy...
i cant wait to spent my time with my angel..
wehhhuuu....
ouh baby i love u so much..
ouh baby i miss u so much..
wanna meet u baby..
i was bored now..
so i change my blogskin..
yay...
hahaha do comment ya...
i donnoe how is it look like..
is it nice people..
haahh!!
if not nice im going to change it again..
hah...
i felt that it is not quite nice..
really..
heehh..
oh dear~
i love you so much lerr b..
i am missing you la dear..
its almost a week that we never meet..
awww...
i really fucking miss you la baby..
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
looking back through time..im foolish not to know there's somebody out there who is best for me..
i do not know what decisions i made that particular time..
maybe im just goofing around...
but now...
im just loving my life and my time..
i regret leaving u for a while in this beginning of 2008..
im soooo sori dear...
i didnt know what im thinking..
but now..
i have nothing to worry..
i have you..and so do you have me...
i love you so much baby...
nothing can compare to my love for u..
my time spent with you is always great dear...
there is a few mission i had plan to do together...
something for us to cherish forever..
if it all happen on that day...
like u said..
it will be the most special night ever in both our life..
i keep all the message that we sent each other..
so that i can read it back to realise how much we've gone through together..
i will definitely change for you my dear..
i'll be a better person and not taking up those bad habits of mine..
before u came into my life...
my life was filled with darkness and im lost in nowhere..
but since the day u came...
it brighten up and made my every single day a happy one..
i love u soo much laa b..
really im also glad to have u as my angel and as my girlfriend..
i promise i wont let anything harm you or bother you...
i'll make sure that u will sleep well under my watch...
i'll take care of you around my arm to keep you safe...
no matter what happens..
i wont let you go dear...
my love for you does flow like a river..
a river that will not stop flowing..
as long as this heart of mine keep pumping..
my love for you will keep on growing..
lets take this relationship steady and slowly..
showering you with all my love heavily..
whenever with you, the time tick slower..
making feel im having lots of time with my dear..
you are my light..
shining brightly in the dark night..
i'll be your shining armor knight...
that will protect you the whole night..
i will sacrifice anything for you..
to show how much i do love you..
oh baby...
you are my wine and my estacy..
making my day whenever im with you..
im so lucky to have you..
you brought me out from my past...
that finally i broke through at last..
i love you dear..
im going to make sure that i'll be there wherever u are my dear..
i love you!
Monday, September 1, 2008
today i spent almost $120.00bought shoe..
bought shirt..
van's shoe
a shirt that cost $15
and a guitar strings...weehhhuu..
spent a lot today...
went penin with my bro syahrul...
at first wanna meet at 11..
but in the end meet at 1.30..
eat at ljs then walk to penin..
then went back home town..
i and syahrul skate a bit with my new shoe..
around 7 like that we went home..
meet for terawih and then till 11 went home..
heehh..
what a day!
hahaha..
puase da start!
wahahahhaa...
it will be cool la...
heehh tk sabar nk raye!
i want to have same baju colour ngn b!
hehehe...
yay2 puase..
lolx...
k finally...
i want to wish all the muslim out there...
slamat berpuase...
increasekn pahala kamu..
dan tahan nafsu kamu..
lau tk puase tk leh raye!
hah!
oh dear~
i miss u so much..
oh dear~
i love u so much..
oh dear~
i want to meet u soon..
