Monday, September 29, 2008
dont just dwell on it..just move on..u cant go anywhere on just dwelling..now u can do is just pray for him..and yes u make a great and courageous move my dear..to overcome the situation bit by bit..im proud of you b!..dont worry if u fall i'll help you pick you up..no matter what happens..i'll try to be by yourside..rayeeeeee!!!...wohhoooo..raye coming...yessaaaa....yay!cant wait to meet relatives..cant wait to eat all those delicious food..yahhoooo....but....whenever i think of the past..i kept crying...my belove grandmother..if she were to be alive..raye will be the best day ever..she always cook nice2..always making us laugh..she is the one who always protect me whenever im wrong..but all that i didnt realise how much she love me then..ooohh dear~its been a while since i went to her kubur..i love her so much...she taken sooo well of me..from infant till now...i wont forget you my lovely grandmother..airmata mengalir bila ku kenang jasa mu...suasana raya tiada meriah apabile tiada mu..ku terimbas kembali sewaktu mencium tangannya dan memohon maaf..namun, ini semua hilang dan kamu tiada..kau lah yang menyayangi aku dengan sepenuh hati mu..ku tidak sempat membalas jasa budi mu...sekarang ku hanya boleh mengimbas kembali memori..dan menhayuti zaman silam bila adanya kamu.. 11:49 PM