Wednesday, October 29, 2008
mood:unknownsometimes when i think about my past..
im sure that i'll start to cry till it last..
what has gone in and out of my life..
its just a moment of time when i finally realise..
i knew its going to be hard for me..
i knew everything will come back to me..
those memories of my life when i was growing..
help me change to who im now living..
you left..
they left..
i guess its part of life i just need to be strong..
guarding my soul with all night or day long..
slowly i'll adapt to this changes one after another..
i wont have that strength just to forget it forever..
so i guess i'll just give it a try to move on..
and end this short poem now..
Monday, October 27, 2008
mood: rappyguess what..
we jammed today..
under the canopy and red vine..
guess what..
i work out pretty well..
especially in the end by linking park..
rapped by me..
outstanding guitar by man..
cool keyboardist by jared..
outburst drummer by syahrul..
killer bassist by azwan..
and lastly melodic guitar by am..
cool yaw..
Saturday, October 25, 2008
mood:rappyhey people out there i got something say..
guess what? im feeling the itch to rap today..
so yea this is how it goes..
skating all day till the sun went down..
i feeling beat up like a fighter winning a crown..
no way im going to sit down and always resting..
here i am telling others by just blogging..
its been two days we have been skating..
yea it will be a damn fucking pain panting..
worth it i guess to learn all those sick move..
impress people will make my boring life smooth..
ollie crap shit all day long without break..
felt fuck up and make me wanna skate..
give me all those airtime i need for kickflip..
so that i can land it well without a flick..
i need to be better and better to overwhelm others..
so they will just praise me like the other skaters..
well i guess its enough about all these skating..
lets talk about something we did while lepaking..
fuck yea we did something cool tonight..
well i guess we're high and felt light..
i wont say anything about today as we promise..
fuck those who didnt keep their promise..
end up skating at pioneer mall at 12 am..
plan out for outing this coming dec plan..
hope you pass your driving license this time..
yea im talking about you a friend of mine..
so we wont need a cab with our stuff..
hell no we are going to suffer because we had enough..
remember the chalet we did..
hell yea we really got tired carrying..
so i hope it will turn out just fine..
a barbecue with the T' s and friends will be nice..
k i stop this rap here..
may all reader have a fun time here..
peace..
Friday, October 24, 2008
mood: sorryim sorry to say those things to you in my previous post..
well i was fucked up and yea i just spurt it out..
yea im just sorry..
Thursday, October 23, 2008
mood: rappyyo..to people out there..my click, my friends..
here i am rapping out this loud till the day it ends..
here we go...
yea..im walking here alone trying to figure it out..
what the fuck has gone in my life inside out..
im confused in the way it has been to me..
well..i guess its the end between you and me..
i fell to the floor cause im confuse with my life..
thinking whats wrong while tie-ing the death tie..
it didnt come to sense at all to me while writing this rap..
coz i know i did not wrong to my belove girl who is hard to get..
guess what? my friends were there to pick me up..
well, 1 thing for sure i can say is thanks for cheering me up..
they were there for me in my ups and down..well..
what can i say this are the friends that i knew them well..
they bring me up to live this life of mine again..
so that i can be someone that wont be crying in pain..
let me tell you people out there the names of my peeps..
they are the T's who always have me on my peak..
so...i wont be crying no more to the lose of you..
yea i know its hard but its for the good of me and you..
let me tell you something about me and my character..
i wont fall for any girls easily so ya i can be called like "setia"
yea...
yea...
k stop.. im going to end the rap of mine..
so you readers out there please do comment..
well to you who i still love so much eventhough your not mine..
im going to tell you this that i'll be there for you all the time..
im still going to wait for you here patiently..
this shows how i love you damn fucking deeply..
and yea...if you were to come back to me..
i'll open my arms to accept you freely..
so yea...its just a short rap for you all..
guess what im done rapping out loud..
get your legs pumping..
i'll see you soon, smiling..
peace out yaww..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
mood:moodlessyour happy when im gone..
go away and leave me alone..
looking back through time..
i though your really mine..
time change and so as you..
throwing me away to the loo..
while im slowly pulling back..
you add weights of worry on my back..
as soon i finally got to you..
i wanted to say i love you..
but my tongue was tied..
all this while i'll been lied..
trying my best to be someone for you..
in the end making myself a mess just for you..
im glad your happy right now..
as im no longer your burden for now..
i guess you dont even care it ended..
because this is what you have intended..
thanks for everything..
your time calling..
your time messaging..
your time talking..
i love it lots..
but this is the path made by god..
i thought what you said before is true..
but im just an ordinary guy under the sky blue..
that you can just dispose..
and find someone that you think has that post..
a position to be your boyfriend..
the one who you most understand..
i know by now you have erase all about me..
and so do i will now try to erase it quickly..
i'll end this here for now..
and i'll still cheer you up when your down..
Saturday, October 18, 2008
mood:fucked uptime slowly shows the end of everything..
i guess i was right from the beginning..
our relationship wouldnt go far..
and now you show your true colours of who you are..
those promises you made..
all turn out to be just words u said..
you told me all bullshit stuff...
i guess it was just all bluff...
thinking back..
i knew i didnt did anything bad..
i knew i treated you well..
as how i treated my other friends as well..
then problems came to you..
you lost someone close to you..
from then you change...
slowly you became quiet and bearing the pain...
our conversation didnt sounds like before..
when we were happily to the core..
you crap..
i crap..
that was the time when the light shines brightly..
lighting up the darkness that i recover slowly..
you are the one who help me move on..
but i guess you are not the one..
i didnt really understand you..
but i can say that i still love you..
maybe i'll just wait here for you to come..
eventhough it would take a few years to come..
keep that necklace i gave it to you..
just as an accessories to you..
you can even throw it away..
because it didnt meant anything to you anyway..
i thought that you are the one for me...
but it turn out just another lies that kill me..
pffftt..fuck you if you said that im the guy that understand you..
and if you really mean it you wont let go of me wouldnt you..
today is 18/10/2008 and its almost 2 month..
but i feel you weren't that fun..
you didnt show me the love and concern..
as i can see through your action..
i can even see the end when we just started..
well life sometimes can be bustard..
so ya im just going to conceal myself..
loosing what you've done to change myself..
i still do love you remember that..
and one day if you would return back..
i'll gladly open my arms to retrieve you..
this i promise you...
Thursday, October 16, 2008
mood: unknownpeople says..
when u always get sick..
u are always thinking much about our relationship..
no wonder i felt sick and sick...
people says..
if you cant sleep well...
it means someone thinking of you..
dear if you cant...
i cant help it to think of you...
people says..
if you are patient..
the world will be patient towards you..
that is exactly what im doing..
patiently waiting for you..
i change my skin...
hope you like it..
bye..
Saturday, October 11, 2008
i got nothing to say..problems....
im not going to say a word...
but i'll be waiting here for you...
1 more thing..
i still love you...
thats all folks..
bye...
Thursday, October 9, 2008
raye was a blast..
seriously a blast...
imagining 20 people going for raye..
chaos la sey..
gerek uhh band peeps..
lau bleh nk bwk whole band...
hahha tapi nvm kecian lak rumah2 org..
hahhaa...
pix a bit only taken..
but memories will always stay in our mind..
this year was the best i guess..
hahah...
sape tk ikut rugi babe..
hahha...
kecoh
kecoh
kecoh...
jing heng pun dpt duit raye ni..
hahaha...
rezeki die katekn..
wahahahha...
and one more thing..
b i love you so much..
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
pffft..nk cut my finger konon...
hahah..
then lau tkle mcg aru tau..
saje je..
just now went lepak..
as usual..
jh and syahrul..
hah jh gotten something 'new'..
hahha...
tmr will be gg gym..
then skate..
then the next day will be raye..
wow..
i wish u can follow..
hm.....
some questions in my mind are answer but not all..
hm.....
still finding...
im just missing her soooo much lerr...
really..
so fucking much...
i wanna be by herside..
oh dear~
love you so much b..
yay!
today skate the whole day..
damn im right tired rite now..
wah nabe la seyy..
cannot tahan...
tired!
hm...
laughing gas..
hahhaa its been a while since i took that...
and when taken..
it feels gooooooooood.....
hahahhaa...
yay!
gotten to talk to my b...
i miss you fucking much la dey...
can we meet soon??
i want to spent most of my time with you...
i love you so much b!
hmmm...
am i still your top priority right now?
thats the question im thinking..
hm....
Saturday, October 4, 2008
friday:yesssaaaaa....
i got to meet my baby la sey..
its been awhile since we met..
but i find it kinda like fast..
fetch her..
talk while walking..
then reach her home..
and goodbye..
mcm fast laa..
its too quick that i forget to say i love u to her..
damn...
tsk..
next time...
saturday:
went out raye with my family..
kinda boring...
gaahhh...
mcm this year raye is nothing..
donnoe leh why..
maybe da tue agaknye..
hmmm....
aiyo2...
haizz...
tonight:
im going to say i love u to my baby...
and ya i really miss her so fucking much la..
seriously..
damn...
i love you b..
Thursday, October 2, 2008
2nd day of raye...NEVER GO OUT...
bohhhoooo...
no money collection nmpk nye..
but go skate..
haha...
loose all my skill i guess..
i can go down vert la sey..
can tap-turn somemore..
going to grind next..
hahha..
and im fuck up..
thought going raye at night...
but...
no..
damn..
haiyo...
first time i go home early just to go out you know..
sad kn...
nvm...
pfftt...
complete a song for you b..
but i wont record nor make a vid on it..
hahha....
i wonder how are u..
are you fine?
i guess so..
heeehhh...
love ya...
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
selamat hari raya to all my friends out there...mohon ampun jika salah bahasa atau pun terkasar kepada mu..
halal kan lah makan minum gue la k?
settle...
hahahhaa...
today is the day where we celebrate..
asking for forgiveness here and there..
and tk caye la..
today i gotten about 280 for my raye collection..
hahha da tue masih dpt ni..
bagus2..
i dont expect to get anyway..
since im old now..
hahaha...
this year raye was like the same as two years ago..
no difference..
but i just wish that i can celebrate those raye when my grandmother is still around..
hm.....
yesterday takbir..
i cried thinking about her..
ouh god help me..
but what's living have to go one day...
so ya i need to just accept it..
i ask forgiveness from you baby..
if ade salah silap ke...
kasar bahase ke..
maafkan la ye..
k?
heeh....
b stay strong tau...
hah i miss you la dey...
bile nk jumpe oi..
haha...
love you always...
