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Saturday, October 18, 2008

mood:fucked up
time slowly shows the end of everything..
i guess i was right from the beginning..
our relationship wouldnt go far..
and now you show your true colours of who you are..
those promises you made..
all turn out to be just words u said..
you told me all bullshit stuff...
i guess it was just all bluff...
thinking back..
i knew i didnt did anything bad..
i knew i treated you well..
as how i treated my other friends as well..
then problems came to you..
you lost someone close to you..
from then you change...
slowly you became quiet and bearing the pain...
our conversation didnt sounds like before..
when we were happily to the core..
you crap..
i crap..
that was the time when the light shines brightly..
lighting up the darkness that i recover slowly..
you are the one who help me move on..
but i guess you are not the one..
i didnt really understand you..
but i can say that i still love you..

maybe i'll just wait here for you to come..
eventhough it would take a few years to come..
keep that necklace i gave it to you..
just as an accessories to you..
you can even throw it away..
because it didnt meant anything to you anyway..
i thought that you are the one for me...
but it turn out just another lies that kill me..
pffftt..fuck you if you said that im the guy that understand you..
and if you really mean it you wont let go of me wouldnt you..
today is 18/10/2008 and its almost 2 month..
but i feel you weren't that fun..
you didnt show me the love and concern..
as i can see through your action..
i can even see the end when we just started..
well life sometimes can be bustard..
so ya im just going to conceal myself..
loosing what you've done to change myself..
i still do love you remember that..
and one day if you would return back..
i'll gladly open my arms to retrieve you..
this i promise you...

8:45 AM

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