poet is in me....

2010-03-09T13:27:00.001+08:00

im dead here..

find me somewhere else..

=DD

2010-03-02T01:19:00.002+08:00

what is your point exactly..

what do you want to do?

im seriously confuse about you..

3 days back you told me you miss me..

your calls engage me back to you..

you laugh, you talk and you crap..

but now..

you suddenly kept quiet..

like as if i dont exist..

whats your point?

damn im pissed..

2010-02-23T21:54:00.003+08:00

when is the next time man~

haha i hope it will be soon~

heee!

2010-02-20T13:40:00.002+08:00

damn..

it took soo long..

soo long for me to wait..

fuck laa..

exams in 3 more days..

study study study..

but nothing coming in..

damn~..

where's the promise..?

2010-02-19T01:15:00.003+08:00

lets keep this post simple..

here we go..

sitting here smoking my last cigarette..

made me think of you my dear..

eating this delicious chocolate..

helplessly kept me thinking of her..

lying on this bed of mine..

makes me remember our moments on yours..

you never fail to turn me on all the time..

haha..wait this suppose to be a joke alrite..

ok i better stop..

2010-02-17T01:35:00.003+08:00

things aint right nowadays..

i feel sooo not used to the situation now..

maybe i need to really go..

just go off..

damn~..

exams coming and so on..

i hope i can be ready when the time comes..

ccta, immuno, microbio and pat..

damn~..

lets go clubbing after exams..

>.<..

clubbing?! its suppose to be a joke anyway..

i need to enjoy myself before attachment start..

i miss you..

i dont know why but whenever i sit and smoke..

you appear and put your head on my shoulder like you used to..

you stare at me and smile..

*snap!*

its just my imagination..

tsk..

2010-02-11T21:34:00.001+08:00

test after test..

its a horrible life i can say..

hmmm..

if only..

just only..

there's hope..

2010-02-03T13:56:00.002+08:00

something is bothering you..

i just knew it..

your tears and all..

whats wrong my dear..

2010-01-31T12:53:00.002+08:00

well you see the drawing on top?

guess whose drawing?

its good seriously..

i gotta admit that she can draw cute cartoons..

haha..

anyway..here's your post nuruL!

naahh dont say i never balas budi ehh..

hahha..

seriously..i find that she has a awesome drawing skills..

(kembang la tu)

yaaa..if u guys wanna her to draw something..

tell her aite..

maybe she'll charge..

haha!..

ps: she likes to tell people tat she wants to pee..

pffft..

2010-01-24T17:18:00.002+08:00

well i think im addicted to it..

there's always another time..

=P..

everything was perfect..

1st time for everything in one night!..

heh..

goshh~

but its worth a while to enjoy a lil bit right?

heeeee~

2010-01-23T14:25:00.002+08:00

look..

i dont know whats your point..

what are you trying to prove..

why are you even doing all this..

you almost pushing me to the edge..

but i still wanna hold it on..

i dont want to let go of you..

tell me exactly whats your game..

2010-01-22T00:03:00.002+08:00

whazzup homie!

im feeling good tonight..

i got a feeling~..

tonight is going to be a good night~..

tonight is going to be a good good night~..

k stop!..

haaha..

im very happy for myself..

yezzzaaa..

-.-..

k seriously i need to stop..

anw..school was ok..

french class..

favourite i guess..

heh..

learn a lots..

real lots..

maybe i can communicate with u in french..

wanna try? heee~..

k done..

goodnite..

2010-01-19T22:36:00.002+08:00

where do i stand now..

everywhere seems to be out of place..

even myself is not in order..

damn..

i need to restore back everything..

hmmm..

check-on-today..

did nothing much..

went to school as usuals..

learn some CCTA and PAT..

went botanic garden..

accompany friend for photography assignment..

went town..

walk2 about for awhile..

then home..

feeling very weird now..

unexplainable feeling..

hmmm..

2010-01-18T22:24:00.002+08:00

ok let me update my blog of mine..

its been very dead..

hmmm...

what can i say..

i got no life seriously..

turn 18..

everything seems to sucks..

maybe something is pulling me back..

from going clubbing..

parties..

and such stuffs..

i need to get a motivation to do something..

i will leave what i wanna do half way..

without any motivations..

well i better get something to do with this life of mine..

its getting bored every single day..

i'll try to find something..

goodnite..=DD

2010-01-09T02:58:00.002+08:00

when the clock ticks,

every moments sticks,

when the rain falls,

peaceful time calls,

when your mind is clouded,

everything seems complicated,

when you kept thinking,

you keep me worrying..

2010-01-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

my blog is really dead..

seriously..

aint joking..

its dead..

no new post..

nothing..

shesshhh...

maybe when i got the mood..

i'll blog again..

but for now..

it seems to be nothing..

=DD

2009-12-28T15:16:00.003+08:00

countdown coming!..

but i've no idea what plans gonna be this year..

jared is working..

wawan away..

and it seems left with 5 people?

or even less..

hahha...

im sorry

2009-12-25T14:59:00.002+08:00

where do i start,

now everything seems to fall apart,

what seems to shine before,

seem dull like never before,

i guess i need to apologize,

i hope your reading this,

i hope that everything will be normal,

where its just you and me and nothing else at all..

first let me say that im sorry to what i've done,

i knew from the start im at wrong,

i dont know why i did that to you,

my mind is in a mess not because of you,

but problems revolving around me,

that angers me,

i dont meant to to treat you that way,

i didnt meant to be mad at you in such a way,

im sorry if i made you cry to your dream,

i just regret what i did to my girl of my dream,

i prayed last night,

hoping everything will be alright,

i couldnt sleep because i kept thinking of you,

i knew something is not right with my boo,

the last message you sent me last night,

stomp me for awhile and made me think for the whole night,

endless call and message to you,

but nothing coming back from you,

from that point onwards,

i knew your upset with me for sure,

today i get a word from you,

i was right from the start that i hurt you,

i dont know how foolish i am for what i did,

to a girl that loves and care about me,

i realise how important is one kiss is,

and how one hug means,

im sorry that i didnt do like what i usually do,

where i'll wrap my arms around you,

kiss you gently on your cheeks,

and smile cheek to cheek,

im sorry i didnt show these,

i wasnt thinking on what i did,

i knew i am in wrong,

so i'll just keep quite and admit im wrong,

i cant bear to lose you,

because the reason is i love you,

now i just hope you forgive me,

i promise that i will make it clear for you to see,

that i will not repeat this again,

and hurt u in pain,

everything seems to be cover with darkness without you,

i'm really am sorry for what i've done to you,

i dont know how many times i said sorry,

but im sincerely sorry baby,

please forgive me this time,

i promise i wont do it next time,

i love you..

2009-12-13T15:08:00.002+08:00

=DD

finally legalize...

is there such a word?

hah i dont care...

anyway..

first of all i wanna thank the t's for the present..

use in case of emergency eyy..

hahaha...

appreciate it guys..

next thank to those who wish me aite..

appreciate it k..

=DD..

now im 18 eh..

i dont know what to look forward actually..

yaa seriously..

hahhaa..

driving licence?

maybe and maybe not..

clubbing?

my bby dont allow..

hahhaaa...

just live your life aite..

2009-12-05T15:12:00.002+08:00

its cold today..

here's my jacket to keep you warm all day..

2009-11-26T14:28:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i post..

so now this is it..

my post..

hah..

its like weeks i didnt update..

updates in my life:

loving my life with a simple girl..

photography going well..

skates getting better and worst..

body getting heavier..

smoking getting out..

i think that is just it..

3 songs im addicted now..

back at one-brian mcknight..

amaze-lonestar..

two is better than one-boys like girls ft taylor swift..

schools is getting more burden..

more workloads..

more projects..

i just wish everything will just go away..

2009-11-08T15:19:00.003+08:00

photography tutorial

photography assignment

photography technique

everything seems so new to me

i thought it would be easy

but its harder with criteria

shots have to be creative

follow the theme

compensate the exposure

fill the criteria

example

lighting: side light, rim light and shadow

visual elements: lines, shape, colour and texture

design principle: dominance, balance, proportion and repetition

all this comes to play

photography is not just a random shots of fun

its more...

2009-10-30T00:56:00.002+08:00

fuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhh~

too much dust ehh geena?

hahahha

now i blew it away

hows that?

hahhaha

life has been great!

loving my life right now..

simple

happy

lovely

exciting

and

more!

hahhaa..

busy lately..

skates and commitments

heh~

2009-10-10T22:15:00.002+08:00

didn't i told you that you're the moon,

that glows beautifully in the night,

didn't i told you that you're always my favourite tune,

that i listen to every single night..

2009-10-06T02:08:00.003+08:00

model for nike v6.0

hahhaha!

photoshoot in town was great..

pix upload in facebook!

bye bye!

2009-10-03T02:04:00.003+08:00

before we comment on our standards of living,

before we even compare our status with friends,

there are others who is suffering,

they don't have the privilege to even stand..

sometimes you always think that you don't have enough,

and you'll be angry over it,

some people don't even have anything to start with,

and the worst, they have to live with it..

getting what you really wish for is always exciting,

knowing that your able to afford it is wonderful,

what if you don't even have a hope of living,

doesn't it makes your life painful..

be grateful of who you are,

be thankful of what you get,

some aren't that lucky as you are,

hoping and wishing is their only bet..

this video open my eyes,

to be more grateful and thankful..

2009-09-30T00:48:00.002+08:00

there are always two paths in life,

you are the one that decide your fate and destiny,

don't rush things thats available in life,

you might end up losing everything..

books are meant to read over and over,

store mainly informations and facts,

your life are meant to be discover,

who knows what miracle you'll get..

stars blanket the dark sky during the night,

clouds blanket the blue sky during the day,

love can be found at the first sight,

why don't give a try and it might just be your day..

given a situation of two decisions to choose,

think through rationally before picking,

you might not want to get the wrong choice,

or your worst nightmare may just be starting..

2009-09-27T20:07:00.001+08:00

omg!

jared chalet was a blast..

from the bbq..

to whats going on at night!

epic high man..

hahaha..

thats all..

2009-09-25T00:30:00.002+08:00

the moon is pretty,

the night is peaceful,

this life of mine is empty,

how i wish my life would be wonderful..

thoughts kept running,

my mind ain't settling down,

i keep on finding,

what is bringing my life down..

i thought i had found love at last,

which i'll ink it in my new chapter,

but i failed to forget what had past,

that alone just makes me weaker..

time ain't stopping for me,

phrases of words will spark it,

how long will i take just for you to see,

how much you are to me when we first meet..

shots after shots taken,

using no cameras but my eye,

you're the greatest god creation,

that i'll save in my eye-drive..

i found out that i always made my move with a rose,

maybe it gave me those confidence,

just to ask you out and propose,

like those romantic movies in France..

pfft,

im just bored..

2009-09-21T22:32:00.003+08:00

raye was ok i guess?

heh my cousin are jealous my collection are thicker..

nyehehehe..

and yaa i only went out on the first day..

well dad gotta work..

so i guess this year wont be gerek..

tsk...

dollar to dollar for that dslr?!

i tot its sponsor..

haiyooo..

bnyk susah bah...

anyway pictures from the first day..

2009-09-12T16:21:00.000+08:00

beauty over consistancy?

tsk..

kickflips..

urgghh..

so far holidays,

didnt get any job..

sad to say..

so i cant getwhat i wanted..

hmmmm..

raya coming..

will i get green packets?

or i wont?

hahaha old alrd..

i seriously got nothing to do..

bored at home..

cant eat now..

if i could..

i'll eat..

life is getting mudane..

hmmm..

i need to get a .....

well thats life..

live it..

2009-09-10T02:54:00.001+08:00

wassup people!

puasa is going in to the last 10 days..

wohhoo~

raya coming..

what else celebrate aite..

baju raya this year?

pink man..

im a virgin..

hahahhaa...

im piss off right now..

at 2.50am..

some fucker asking trouble..

when playing texas poker..

swearing at me like one small kid..

ass...

i dont know when will this tye of people will grow up..

i've got the shoe i wanted people!

nike v 6.0!

haha..

glow in the dark man..

heeh..

2009-09-05T00:55:00.000+08:00

full moon overcast the dark sky tonight,

gazing at the nature that god had created,

wish to tell you this in one of the night,

that your the greatest thing that god had created,

a novel that share those love stories,

touches the readers heart and soul,

a short random poem of memories,

brought you back when you're deeply in love,

old photographs shows how fast time flew by,

reliving the past that one had,

its priceless for one to buy,

and it will just remain as memories that one had..

2009-09-04T15:17:00.000+08:00

fuyoo~

its going to be 2 weeks of puase tmr..

it seems fast..

but i didnt even feel the atmosphere of fasting..

seriously..

to me its just a normal hack of a day..

maybe its a sign..

tsk...

well~

i thought holidays going to be a long one..

but i realise its short..

haiz..

7 weeks..

still short ey..

hmmm...

what if i change myself?

becoming more decent..

lets change our dressing NURUL~..

hahhaa...

lets become decent..

hah!

2009-08-31T19:35:00.001+08:00

burp!

i am soo full right now..

what should i do next?

i have no idea..

i think im missing something..

hmmmm..what is it..

tsk..

anyway i need a job..

goodbye..

2009-08-29T03:29:00.001+08:00

exams are finally over..!

hippiiee!

tskk..

i hope i did well..

enjoy enjoy enjoy..

hols coming..

im hunting for a job..

anyone has vacancy?

beep me ok?

went out today till 3am..

so call celebrate both aiman and am birthday..

advance uhh..

hahahaha!

was great..

guitar hero-ing for 3 hrs..

slack..

chill..

great time..

time sure pass by quickly..

a few more months im legal!

so yaa..

just waiting for that day..

tsk..

2009-08-28T01:48:00.002+08:00

literally later at 2pm will be my last paper..

nyahahhahhaa...

gereks ape...

im still mugging for my molecular biology..

tsk..

replication laa..

transcription laaa..

translation laaa...

but actually it seems interesting..

haha!

dont know why..

maybe its about my body..

anyway..

after exams im sure hunting for a job..

i need money man!..

i wanna buy lots of things..

i shouldnt ask money from my parents..

because mcm burden gitu..

hahha..

i wanna buy this stuffs..

-swatch red metallic watch

-nike sb

-lots of shirts

-lots of pants

-skate shoe

hahah!

a lot right?

if im gonna ask my parents for it..

im sure going to feel bad..

nyahahhaaa...

2009-08-23T23:47:00.001+08:00

INAC paper is coming..

i got no mood to study..

dont even know whats the reason..

pfft...

bchem and mobio coming also...

perserve min..

come one..

tsk..

2009-08-20T22:04:00.001+08:00

holidays are coming...

i think i need a job to get the things i wanted..

anyone out there has any 'lobang' to offer?

please tell me okeh?

puase is coming in 1 more day...

wohhoo~

tk sabar oii nk raye!

pfft!

=.="

puase lum..

raye lebih...

check2 tk full lak puase...

haahhahha!

2009-08-19T01:52:00.002+08:00

exactly 3 more days to fasting month..

no more eating or drinking during the day..

am i prepare?

mentally?

physically?

socially?

hahha crap...

anyway...

i cant wait for fasting month to be over..

than can go raya2 ...ahaha!

puase lum, nk raye...

pfft!...

time pass really fast these days..

hmmm..

i miss out my chance..

well yeah..

i guess im getting over it..

but something doesnt let me..

pfft!..

exams coming...

1)instrumental and analytical chemistry

2)biochemistry

3)molecular biology

these are the 3 main exams..

im going to start mugging..

i kinda feel this semester very relax...

maybe im a slacker?

ahaha!

2009-08-17T14:53:00.000+08:00

ahh blogger shit ass..
something wrong with the page..
pfft..

2009-08-09T00:55:00.002+08:00

see this poster above..

go and see it..

wanna know why?

its a show that u'll laugh ur ass out..

go and watch..

but..

must be 16 first...

hah!

went shisha after that..

atmosphere was ok..

but not for the music..

nvm...

next time diff place..

or maybe when i have a licence or something..

waiting pix from jared..

so ya..

updated ok geena!..

pfft..

2009-08-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

im feeling very lazy this few days..
too lazy to do anything..
maybe i need to have a real deal of fun..
where can i get 'em?
provision stores doesnt sell any..
hahha k im starting to crap..

exams are around the corner..
im starting to get worried..
worried that i need to study hard..
im a lazy guy..
urghh..

blogger cant upload pix..
donnoe why..
pantat la kn..

hmmmm...
i think i need a girl..
haha!

2009-07-26T13:29:00.000+08:00

body is not fit..
damn...
urgghh..
stupid fever..
keep increasing and decreasing then increase again..
like rollercoaster only..

didnt skate for a past few days..
leg kinda itchy..

my phone is like totally wreck..
it seems to be around 2 years old..
but it doesnt even last a year..
sheessshh...
maybe getting nokia 5800 music phone..

and lastly..
i wanna get a dslr..
it seems cool..
pictures sooo define..
hahah!

2009-07-25T14:20:00.003+08:00

pffft!

finally can update..

the reason for not updating is...

i cant write a new post...

serius!

and ya nurul..

update liau..

ok what happen recently..

ice age 3 in 3d last thurs..

skating yesterday..

down with fever today..

shit siaa..

2009-07-06T23:09:00.003+08:00

mood: skate o' fever

i donnoe why..
i donnoe how..
my legs feel the itch to skate..
watching those cool videos..
motivates me..
sheessshhh...

im healed!
even better!
im gg to skate tmr..

2009-07-05T14:54:00.002+08:00

mood: piss off

ouhh my wrist..
why are u injured..
im feeling like one disable guy siaa..
cannot even pick up myself with my left hand..
grrrr....

hope will be better soon..
ahhh shittt ahh...

skates...
like no difference...
no change..
pathetic ehh...
i know..
pffftttt....

what else can i say...
school?
great...
i did well for my common test..
so now i got the drive to do better..
heee!

thats all uhh i think...
bye!

new and fresh!

2009-07-04T02:14:00.002+08:00

mood: happy
song: body boom bang and crazy

ok!
its been a long time since i update!
ahhaha!
ok here it goes...

i've change my skin..
looks cool eh?
dont u think so?
hahah!

school has started...
brain start to work again...
haiyaaa...
and life is as per normal..

ehhh lala!
where are u?
hahha!

before i forget..
these are some words came in my mind before i sleep!

there's a saying, every opening chapter has a beginning..
and, every ending story has a moment to keep in mind..
people say, old stories are meant to be disappearing..
so, i'll do the same thing with the book of mine...

2009-06-29T00:09:00.001+08:00

rest in peace aite MJ..
a legend has gone and no one will replace u!
here's a song of his to dedicate to him..
you are not alone....

2009-06-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

ok let me update this blog of mine..
due to someone request..
hmmphhh..

i update alrd..
u can tagged me now..
grrrr....

anyway..
what happen past few days..
actually nothing muchh..
slack slack and slack..
except for bintan trip..
that was fun..
paintball, atv and more..
waiting for the pix..

skate's as usual..
learning new stuff..
its hard..
pffftt..
damn...

guess who i bumb in today?
unexpected ehh..
hah!
first time!..

borrinngg siaaaa hidupppp...
ok waiting for friday and saturday and sunday..
hah!

2009-06-11T06:22:00.003+08:00

mood: sleeepppyyy
song: cant help but wait by trey songz
status: muhaimin is doing bchem right now! at 6.22 am!

i caaannnttt heellllppppp buuuutttttttttt waaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiitttttttttt~
gosh what am i doing..
=)

2009-06-08T20:23:00.005+08:00

mood: upset
status: muhaimin is trying to sort his mind out
song: situasi by bunkface

i dont know where to start,
shocking it would be for me,
everything seems to be fine i thought,
but the reality stomps me,

i dont know what happen to you,
it has been sometime since that time we met at my crib,
you're fine when i saw you,
i'll never expect this to happen and its hard to believe,

those words came out from them,
its too unrealistic to be true,
i still cant accept that the guy is your friend,
you know that i care for you like the old time we used to,

when you starts to live in east,
we are not closed like before,
i still remember when i kiss you when we're six,
but things and relationship had became colder,

i'll pray for the best for you,
yes im disappointed but what can i do,
it has already happen to you,
now i'll just pray for the best of you and your family,

if she is still alive,
her heart will be broken into million pieces,
i cant sleep just to think of what will happen to your life,
im now just speechless..

2009-06-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

mood: blank
status: muhaimin is trying to study for common test

ok..
i got at least 4 more days to mobio..
6 more days to inac...
7 more days to bchem...
9 more days to bintan adventure!
=)

i need to study man..
come on..
concentrate!..
grrr..
it seems hard to concentrate nowadays..
pffft...

2009-05-31T02:03:00.001+08:00

Pissed off!
Fuck my damn mistake!
i just crack my psp LCD screen..
fuck my luck!
just fuck!

things needed

2009-05-25T23:37:00.002+08:00

mood: grumpy
status: muhaimin is doing BCHEM assignment

dear mummy..
can i have this stuff soon? nyahahha..
-a complete deck to change for my old, rabak and buruk skateboard
-acoustic guitar
-shirts
-jeans
-slipper
-new shoe

pfft..
wth..
i know..
i hope to get my deck real soon..
my old one is going to be a gonner..
haiyooo...

cheers =)

2009-05-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

mood: calm
status: muhaimin is searching

ok..
let me update this blog of mine..
so far, life has been good..
nothing much change..
getting fatter i guess..
haaah...

so..
now im looking for old songs..
sentimental songs are calm..
soothing..
and relaxing..
haah..
maybe some jazz and reggae will start my day fine..
so if u guys have any recommendations..
please feel free to tag at my tagboard aite..
cheers =)...

2009-05-01T13:14:00.001+08:00

unbelieveable..
i just did something stupid yet courageous yesterday..
hahha..

im back i guess? =)

2009-04-26T15:10:00.002+08:00

mood: calm
song: ordinary girl-rebelution
status: muhaimin is listening to songs

ok..
here i am..
updating this blog of mine..
dusty dusty dusty...
*whiping*

past few days..
lots of things happen..
let me share them 1 by 1..
anyway its been like 11 i didnt update myself and my blog..
haahaha..
ok let me recall what happen..
hmmmm
*thinking*

oh yes..
15-16 april..
my poly friends open another chalet..
this time was 2d1n..
i felt that there was too little people..
so i ask syahrul and am to tag along..
first was malu-malu monster..
after a while..
crack out jokes, shooting one another..
haha crazy bunch of people..
happening i can say the chalet..even there's no bbq...
food? simply order pizza..
haha...
didnt drink that night..well im a good boy ya know..

17april..
went shopping!
haha only 4 of us initially..
shuk, am, rul, me..
later at nite jared tagged along..
i shop the least i can say..
i only bought 1 shirt..
i didnt manage to find the things i want..
hahahaa...
the rest was shopping maniac..
lots of stuffs...
hahhaa...

18 april..
the main plan was alumni outing to ubin..
but attendance was poor..
but no worries..
t's cover it up..
hahha...
it was fun going to ubin..
man, rul, jared, am, shuk, ah poh..
exciting but tiring..
lots of uphill and downhill..
overall was great..
haha...
i guess all tanned after the outing..
even syahrul..
hah..
no offence but u imagine it..

20-24 april..
school has finally start..
kinda miss school..
lecture, tutorial and practical..
haha..
lots of new faces..
freshies..
pfft..
make the poly so cramp up only..
haha..
but i was in their shoe last year..
time past so fast..
and now im in year 2..
sooner or later..
year 3..
wow very fast..
hmmm..
i got to know someone new in my I&E class..
=)..
smile is a good start off..

yesterday...
went to zozi gig..
with am, rul, wawan, jared..
it was great...
thought there was a lot of girls..
but turn off...
not much..
even if there is...
all with guys..
pfffttt...
hhahaa...
after that decided to go to vivo..
jared wanna buy new hp..
so he went off first..
and THEN...
we got lost..
nice one eh..
masjid al-amin..
i'll remember that name!..
ahahhaa...
but lucky singapore is small..
am save the day again..
haha...
walk a very long journey yesterday..
overall was fun...

so that was the update of my life in the past 11 days..
hhahaa...
life is per normal..
nothing change..
and i love to go to school on thurs! =)

dead and gone

2009-04-15T13:27:00.002+08:00

blog is probably dead..
reason?
lazy hah =))

anyway life has been good..
nothing much change..
just leading a boring normal life..

those dreams kept coming..
bring me to a corner to start thinking..
why in the world am i running..
just to escape the fact of who im thinking..

short and sweet

2009-03-31T15:03:00.002+08:00

mood: happy
song: jonas brother - lovebug
status: muhaimin is staring into space

i feel light...
weehhuu~

wish

2009-03-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

mood: enlighten
status: muhaimin is creating phrases of words

dawn till dusk yet something's missing..
something to fill this life of mine..
day till night kept wondering..
where in the world, the missing piece, should i find..

its been ages since i lost it..
last seen it when i was sixteen..
i wish i could just retrieve it..
so i can live a normal life of a teen..

maybe it is something or someone...
prayed to god to help me pull through..
to whom you think that you are the one..
i hope you feel the same way too..

its not something recently happen..
its an old past that i could never forget..
what did i did wrong to let this happen..
tell me why so that i will just stand and regret..

every second spent with you before..
will be moments i will treasure forever..
the love that you shown me before..
never to be replace by anyone for sure..

music are our common passion..
time help to bond us together..
if without music as my passion..
i wouldnt know her either..

wishing and praying to let you know something..
to tell how i felt for you since the old days..
something that i've been always keeping..
but i'll just wait here patiently for that day..

rappers

2009-03-26T23:05:00.003+08:00

mood: motivated
song: lose yourself
status: muhaimin is watching 8 mile..

aite...
the reason i post this 2 pictures of famous rappers..
eminem and t.i. ..
is that they are my idol..
seriously..
they got meaningful lyrics..
and the life they went through to be famous..
incredible..
watching 8 mile now..
the life of eminem..
hah..

well the past few days was tiring..
not because i work..
but because i played to much...
hahaha...
its been boring staying at home..
anyway hols going to be over soon..
no point getting a job..
hmmmm....
maybe i'll just stick at home creating those poem again..
haha..
really motivated..

nothing..

2009-03-24T12:27:00.004+08:00

mood: undescribeable
status: muhaimin is craving for hotcakes

ok..
hm...
how can i fill up this post with words..
i wonder..

seriously i got nothing to post about..
nothing had happen in my life..
everything seems boring and dull..
seriously...
if i were to find a job..
i think it will be better..
hm...

anyways..
here another random piece of words..

petals of roses falls from the sky..
flurishing the scenery of my empty mind..
without knowing time has quickly pass by..
it has finally come to the time their turn to shine..

atmosphere was almost the same before..
when it was our turn to take the stage..
memories flowed in as we went in from the door..
seeing the exact replica when we were on the stage..

the sound travel in the air was soothing..
my ears finally hear the sound of a band..
its been a long time since buzzing..
miss the sound made and feeling as the band..

guess this will just be left as a memory..
what happens in and outside..
wishing that time can stop with my will..
so that enjoyment can be last by my side..

its been 2 years after that fame..
where everything happen with a blink..
just wonder if there will be a chance again..
to live the life where love and tragedy does links..

mudane..

2009-03-21T22:54:00.003+08:00

mood: down
song: mario-crazy kind of love
status: muhaimin is thinking of words

damn..
life felt boring a day after another..
nothing fill my life now..
nothing seems to be important..
maybe is just boring...
pfft..

hmmm...
musical exchange was ok..
i miss those days when we were in band..
well our time had pass i guess..
all the best for BLCB aite..

random~
struck back the seconds before..
browsing all those moments i had..
not mentioning those days i had wish for..
had turned into a past that i never even felt..

being in my shoe you will feel different..
nothing more imaginable for you to even think...
its a feeling that cant be discribe in any term..
a speechless period of time that you cant even blink..

my heart is in a chaos state..
trembling with fear constantly..
making me feel insecure over my fate..
wishing a hope of light to guide me daily..

wondering at the bouquet of roses..
made me felt sensation of gushing adreline rush..
thawing that icy heart of coldness..
realising those important chances of life had changed into dust..

i missed those chances barely..
to make my life as happening as it can be..
i failed to use it wisely..
kissing it goodbye for eternity..

changing a life is a challenge..
you can accomplish it one fine day...
its the matter on how perservere are you to make it change..
you need patience and miracle to bring closer to that fine day..

fatique of fun

2009-03-19T01:04:00.003+08:00

mood: dull
status: muhaimin is crazy watching bleach!

ok..
now..
what will i update..
hmmm..
its dusty i know..
and so ya let me recall what i did for the last 6 or 7 days?
haha...

went to batam to enjoy myself with my family and cousins..
enjoyable trip i guess..
its been a long time since we did that together...
outing as a big big family..
nyahahaa..
i tink we must do this again..
hahaha..
i love it seriously..
i dont regret going i think..
hahha..
shop there..
didnt get the things i want..
but i get a billabong boardshorts for 60 bucks..
originally in spore is 100 bucks..
i save 40 bucks!
haha..
its at the rip curl boutique..
i think i saw syahrul bag there..
nyahaha..
then gotten myself some shirts..
and guess who did i bumb into there?
someone unexpectly to see..
yea its atiqah..
haha..small world eh..
baik pe..
nyahaha..
thats all from batam..

next was my chalet..
wah damn tiring..
u imagine to go back from batam..
and the next day go out for chalet..
wah...
cannot tahan sia..
very2 the tired..
but the chalet was quite dull the first day..
but the second day and night was gerek oi!
haha..
had fun time joking and teasing...
and someone say i look like kanye west?
haha...
thnx for the compliment serene..
hahahah...
wth..
hmm..
then we tour around pasir ris..
pass och..see some kupu2 malam..
bapks...
haha..
then something happen during cycling..
something strange laa..
hmmm...
then someone get injured and we return back..
so ya..
overall was great...
there'll be another chalet soon i guess..
2D1N..
hmmm..
it wasnt my last time i guess..
hah!

MAI!

2009-03-12T00:09:00.005+08:00

mood: happy
song: mad by ne-yo
status: muhaimin is half dead

hah finally gotten some pictures from slenge..
hahhaa...
actually not really get the pictures from her la..
i go to her blog..
and copy and paste..
hahahaha...
well..
i had a great time with her..
at first planned to go town..
to get her stuff..
in the end slack at vivo..
hah!
i finally know how to use her nikon d60..
cool..
when am i getting one..
haha and yea its nice to slack with slenge..
its been a long time since we went out together..
hah cant wait for the next one ey..
haha..
kinda miss her..
aww..
lolx..wth kn..
hahah..
k here's some of the pix i stole from her..
nyahaha..
ps:she says i look neater..wth..haha

well of course my shoe look nicer..nyahahha

presenting her new ice cream LG hp...hhahaha

2009-03-11T13:25:00.001+08:00

im waiting my pictures from mai..
eh faster lerrr...
hahhaa...

2009-03-08T19:20:00.000+08:00

status: muhaimin is sleeeeppppyyyy!

hmm i guess i need to cut my hair..
it has gone way thicker..
fuck la..
why cant my hair be straight..
curl here and there..
fuckk...
hahhaa...
im going to cut botak..
can stand it ah..
panas siot..
hahhaa...
see me botak tmr guys..
haha..

2009-03-07T18:30:00.003+08:00

status: muhaimin is just wasting his time doing nothing..

fades away by Trey Songz..
kinda catchy to me..
nice though..
i know it is an old song..
so ya enjoy it..
haha..

being skating this few days during holidays..
i guess i better calm down and relax my mind..
i cant be always skating right..
i also need to lead my own life..
hmmmmmm....
well its been funny in some parts of my life..
i donnoe how to describe it but ya..
there are lots of moments..

helping band is just another routine..
well i guess its a routine..
since i got nothing to do..
SYF is coming soon for them..
hah i miss those times during my turn in SYF..
those moments..
those musics..
when i hear them play..
well i wish i could go back time and do it again..
but yea its over..
and those are the great times..
and it will be only left as a memory..
hmm....
so guys...
go for a silver aite..
hah!
gosh i feel different when i see u..
anyway...
life is as per normal..
wow its been a long time..
but i guess it will just be this way =)

Man Toyol..!

2009-03-03T14:58:00.003+08:00

status: muhaimin had just woke up...

new song updated..
cry by jay sean...
haha thnx to syahrul for the song..
remix yaaw...
hahah

ok yesterday was cool..
wanna know why i post this picture on top?
i know its like basic la..but
i learn back my ollie, kickflip, heelflip and 180 ollie..
guess why i did that..
because MAN TOYOL ask me to..
with mastering the basic of all skateboarding skills..
u can do other skills..
each skill have benefits..
haha..
wow..he was damn pro la sey..
teach us how to do proper ollie..
proper kickflip..
proper heelflip..
proper 180...
it was random outing to 'go sport'..
but yea ..
a benificial one..
haha..
he told us key pointers on skating..
and his life experience..
fucking cool isnt..
damn..
haha salute to him..
MAN TOYOL..

now syahrul can do his 50-50..
which he didnt land the whole day till Man teach him..
haha cool rite..
pix credit to him..
hah

2009-02-26T15:07:00.004+08:00

status: muhaimin is craving for his holiday excitement!

no new songs for me to add...
lazy...
nyahahahaha...

ok next im going to post what we did yesterday..
and yea..
its skate..
haha..
skate session was fun and funky..
seriously..
excitement arouse every single time..
haha...
suprisingly after shuk and his friend went home..
left me and rul..
skate till 1am..
hah..
pictures taken oi..
well have a look aite..
haha..
(p.m. syahrul and shukri, want the pix please ask online..)
skaters: myself, syahrul and shuk..hah..wth..

2009-02-23T22:26:00.003+08:00

status: muhaimin is having some math addiction..

one of my idol..
chris brown...
and one of the song..
heart ain't a brain..
meaningful lyrics..
hah!

checking my life now..
its been fast and now almost a year in Ngee Ann polytechnic..
lots of things i've learnt..
new friends...
and more stuff that i didnt knew before..
now i left with 2 papers..
maths and microbiology..
after that it will be freedom..
inorganic chemistry was ok just now..
unexpectedly easier than previous years..
damn i need to achieve a good gpa...
3 pointer at least..
oh gosh i hope i can do it..
heeeh...

there has been twist and turn in my life..
unexpected one..
heeehh..
cool huh...

Ingin kau tahu

2009-02-05T22:26:00.002+08:00

status: muhaimin is totally blank right now..

lets switch songs genre and language..
this time its not r&b or metal or whatsoever..
this thime is just a malay song..
hanya ingin kau tahu- republik..
i felt that this song does reflect to someone whom i knew..
a long time ago..
maybe about 2 years..
well that is just history..
maybe..

life is normal..
skate and studies..
nothing new that happened in my life..
im just blank..

i'll write a short poem maybe..
just to fill my post with words..
its been a while i wrote them..
so here it goes..

driving through the highway of malaysia,
beautiful stars enlighten the dark sky of wonders,
bringing the time back when we were dancing,
cherishing the moment that i never wish it to be one's ending,
love is a word that has thousands meaning,
but different individual will describe it differently,
you showed me what the meaning of love is,
embracing my life with just a single kiss..

dusty

2009-01-29T01:24:00.002+08:00

mood: restless

before you go..
by stevie hoang..
cool song..
a bit about my very old past..
2 years ago i guess..
haha..btw the song is nice and meaningful..

so ya..
here i am updating what had happen in my life since the last posting..
so far life is ok..
nothing much..
just simple and ordinary lifestyle..
wake up, bath, school, go home, eat , sleep..
same routine..
meet couple of friends..
went out, have lunch and lepak..
skate has been well..
did some tricks..

went KL lately..
not bad..
but shopping is limited..
because most shop is closing early..
wth...
damn..
i didnt shop much..
hah..
but i did get to buy lots of shirts..
hah..

then on the first day at KL..
dad hp rang and inform that a fire had broke out outside my house..
we were shock though..
but was lucky it was outside..
so ya..
im consider lucky...
very lucky..hahaha

im stuck rhyming my rap..
help me will u?
hah..

me..

2009-01-15T21:50:00.002+08:00

mood: calm

this is your life!
live it to fullest!
live your life- T.I. feat rihanna..

well...
to think back my past..
i realise if i didnt made that decisions..
i wont be here with my peeps..
the t's..
the band members..
and those whom i knew till now..
let just say i were to choose different secondary school..
i guess i wont be here right now..
may be i'll be someone different..
a mat rep maybe..
or maybe worst..
a trash to society..
maybe i wont know music if i didnt enter band as cca..
maybe i wont skate if i dont know the t's..
maybe im a totally stranger..
wow..
one decision can meant a lot..
the difference..
the similarities..
all come into consideration..
i just love the life i have now..
with the friends i knew..
with the passion i had now..
and someone who i am now..

fatigue..

2009-01-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

mood: blank

massari..
be easy..
a bit typical mat rep song..
haha..

talking about mat rep..
the younger generation consist most of it..
young and act big..
pfft...
what the hell..
drop the topic now..
been skating in the past 3 days..
its like...wow...
everyday skate and skate..
i am starting to feel the fatigue..
adding with the kickboxing training..
im sure going to be knock out soon..
well..
live life to the fullest..
its going to be once in a lifetime im going to be at this age...
so ya...im going to stop craping..
hah..
by the way..
yesterday met mai...
its been a long time since we met..
hah..
im going to say this..
i went to see taufik perform..
but its not for my sake..
its for her..
she's like always saying "his hot his hot"..
haha..
fanatic..
lolx..
btw she accompany me having my dinner..
and walk about in jp..
so ya thats it..
and i lost my handkerchief on the way home sending her..
haiya...
haha...
anyway good luck to all the olevel takers..
their result is tomorrow..
so ya..
good luck aite!

skate fever

2009-01-06T23:11:00.001+08:00

mood: high

ok...
changing song to something common in me..
hahha..
my old ringtone!
lollipop-lil wayne..
wohhooo..

skate, skate and skate...
skate till drop..
hahah..
its been almost 6 mths i've been skating..
not aggressive uhh...
every week about 2 session..
not a solid one though..
hah..
so far i had accomplish..
- ollie
- fakie ollie
- shove-it
- pop shove-it
- kickflip
- fakie kickflip
- varial kickflip
but....
its not constant yet..
but at least i've landed them once or twice or more..
hahaha..
so here is it from me!

2009

2009-01-01T22:25:00.003+08:00

mood: random

superman..
slow rap..
nice meaning..
hah...
im being random im telling u!

2009..
a new year..
lots of things to accomplish..
from a-z..
i know i did lots of bad stuff..
so this year..
im going to be good..
i hope so..
i can accomplish it..
haha..
anyway..
outing with the t's...
went countdown..
fireworks was ok..
i think last year was better..
im going to tell u that this year..
it will be better..
since im gg to be 18..
hahahaha...
yesssaaaa...
clubbing and grinding..
haha..anyhow only..
still long way to go la dey...
haiya..
but maybe something better for the next year..
since im going to be legal at the end of this year..
haha...
k i have make some target i need to achieve..
-skate well
-study well
-fight well
-new girl?..maybe..
-be more decent
-less sinful act
and maybe that is it..
wow..lots to accomplish...
so ya happy new year to you people out there!!

the script

2008-12-30T01:46:00.003+08:00

mood: lifely

just a perfect song..
the man who cant be move by the script..
enjoy..
it has meaningful lyrics..

well..
since jared is serving ns..
akward feeling come across us..
like someone missing..
hah..
donnoe why..but ya..
the t's has also been quiet a bit..
haha..
school and busy life i guess..
countdown is coming..
i donnoe whats the plan for the t's..
so ya this is our group..
our life..

obsession

2008-12-28T03:35:00.001+08:00

mood: sleepy

one of my favourites song..
i'll like to present to y'all
obsession by frankie j..

well..just now went out to have a bite..
sitting somewhere around my crip late nite..
munching away while sitting at a open place..
wind blew and drag me into my own space..
its been awhile since i felt peace..
everything was so nice adding with a gentle breeze..
it was relaxing and calming..
nothing obstruct my calm mind like as if im yoga-ing..
well i guess im going to do this now and then..
just to find peace in my mind..

poem...

2008-12-27T02:29:00.004+08:00

mood: calm and thinking

a soothing song to go along with this...
goodbye by secondhand serenade..
its meaningful..
i guess its time to start the poem..

its been awhile since inspiration run into my mind..
its been too long since the day i wrote a poem of mine..
there are many things i need to ask my self and search the world..
just to solve the problems that i had in my world..
i realize time aint going to stop and wait for me..
i need to search those unsolve questions that is in me..
there is always not enough or plenty of time..
just to unsolve a problem of mine..
i drifted away slowly from the topic, i start thinking about my life..
thinking how well did i grew up in this life..
i think back again those wild times i had..
im just wasting most of the time and i know its my bad..
moving through time..
going through lots of problems that are harsh or fine..
finally i've become someone..
someone who can advise and lead anyone..
those experience that is within me..
aint going to let out from me..
i take this time in wee hours just to give my life a thought..
to calm things down and think how well i grew up..
lots of memories flow in my mind like a river..
a river fill with pictures and moments with my different partner..
from primary to secondary and now tertiary..
and most of memories lies in the time when im in secondary..
that was the time when everything change in my life..
and suprisingly boonlay sec teaches me how to value my life..
concert band help me to learn music and have fun..
and finally people from band encourage me to last my memories in band..
and my mind keep on rewinding the times i had at esplanade..
where i met this wonderful girl that help me be someone whom she made..
if i had a wish, i'll like to meet her..
but i'll just pull myself back and forget about her..
i wont disturb her no more..
i'll just be a stranger in her life and nothing more..
moving on, at first..i thought everything will last forever..
but in the end, i cant expect it to last and will never..
time didnt give chance for everything to stay in the way i want..
i had to move on eventhough i didnt want..
maybe its part of my life when i grew up..
maybe all this are challenges that i need to face straight up..
i make myself to wonder..
talking softly in my heart, asking questions as my heart beat stronger..
listening to old songs in my laptop..
brings out the memories more and felt like someone has stop the clock..
tick, tick, tick it went..
but it was slower then normal time i spent..
but now..i'll just let it be..
a memory that i had in me..

korea

2008-12-20T10:43:00.010+08:00

mood: unexplainable

holiday was great..
nothing can explain it..
the weather..
the activity..
the scenery..
everything was great..
but....
somethings not great..
that is shopping..
seriusly..
everywhere i go..it will be winter clothing..
damn it..i cant find the stuff i want..
but i did bought lots of hoodies..
hahhaa..
i guess this is the coldest i've been so far..
-4 degree..
but yet..only certain area has snow..
i wonder how does it feel when the snow is falling..
its will be - 8 degree i tell you..
hahaha...

picture time!

pictures of people!!

scenery pix!

2008-12-14T16:57:00.003+08:00

mood: excited

yessa...
i've finally reach 17..
wohhooo...
thnx for those who were there to celebrate my birthday yesterday...
syahrul, jared, azwan, wawan, shuk and sakinah...
thanks for taking your time off rite..
i have a great time yesterday..
thanks guys for the everlast hoodie..
wah..i aim that thing and you guys bought for me..
hah...
thnx for the cupcake yaww..
its nice..
so ya..im gg to upload the pix..
after syahrul has sent me the pix..
hahah...
thnx once again..

im packing up for korea now..
im soo excited la..
cant wait..
hah..
i'll be back on the 19 dec..
so ya...
i'll be back skating..
lepak..
after that date..
hah!!

2008-12-09T23:17:00.015+08:00

mood: hyper

this are the pix..
of the bbq..
me and man...bluek..
3 amigos..
smile yaww..
bbq dok..haha..
pick one..u'll choose me of course rite...
holy partner..
pose for the camera..
joga bonito...
by the sea..watching over you
posing for the shoot..
3 bro's jumping..

whats left are the T's from the begining till the end of bbq

2008-12-06T21:35:00.003+08:00

mood: great but sleepy!

the new song is..
a beautiful lie by 30 seconds to mars..
great lyrics..
go and hear it..
hah...

next..
bbq was great...
too great to be true..
hahah..
1st timer but yet still strong..
hahha...
wth...
that will be the first and the last..
i promise myself..
hahaha...
pics will be update..
after i get those pics from syahrul..
hah!...

i cant wait for the upcoming event..
seoul..
winter...
freezing temperature..
snowboarding..
shopping..
korean chics?
hahhaah....
i just cant wait..

peace out aite..
take care..

2008-11-29T14:19:00.001+08:00

mood: sick

oh well....
this few days i've been not fit...
donnoe why..
hah maybe too less rest...
well there's lots of project coming up..
must be up and well..

new genre?
rap/rock?
hahah....
maybe it will be good..
hohoho...

2008-11-26T22:41:00.003+08:00

mood: happy

the song that i've created with aiman..
not forgetting jared on the drums..
hahaa...
has officially finish and recorded..
first time record was not bad...
the song is one for you( kekasih lamaku)..
cool shit yaww..
haha..

maybe a new genre has born..
hahha..
wth..
but cool..

its been long that we contact..
almost a year?
those friendship bond we had before?
broken ke?
i hope so not..
and finally..
common test coming..
wow..
things are fast..
damn..

2008-11-24T22:09:00.001+08:00

mood: worked out

gym session today with np peeps..
not bad actually..
found that my muscles had grown..
hahha..
wth..

life is boring still...
nothing to achieve as usual..
just wait here till something come..
hah..

what to expect..
math was rather easy i can say..
the test is ok2 ah..
next is micro biology..
wow..cannot slack..
hah..
im still wondering..

2008-11-23T16:26:00.002+08:00

mood: normal

i've just change the song of my blog..
and im gg to change it every 2 or 1 week maybe..
lie to me- neyo..
nice song yaw...

next..
i've just complete my rap..
its the first one i guess..
so i donnoe whether isit good or not..
well if u wanna listen ask me then..
hahaha....

finally..
common test is coming..
need to study..
wow..
cant wait for 5 dec...
bbq...
cant wait for 14 dec...
korea!
haha..
thats what been planned ahead...

take care yaww..

2008-11-17T22:33:00.003+08:00

mood: ready

wow..
assignments after assignments..
topic after topic..
time in poly really fly fast..
its been a year since i finish my o's..
that time was lepak season..
but now..
lepak?
i dont think so..
lots of stuff to do..
i guess im ready to push my brain to the limits..
maybe i just got the smell of stress in my mind..
i never experience stress before..
maybe now its the time..

other than school work..
guitar?
skate?
kickboxing?
rap?!
haha...
i donnnoe whether i got time for each of them..
i think got la..
now..
im trying to rap..
haha...
mcm da ketinggalan zaman dok...
haha..
wth..
nevermine..
hip hop as one of my module..
learn to dance..
impress girls?
nehhh...
its just wanna try to explore myself..
but i guess i really can dance..
haha...
k la..
out of words..
enjoy your holidays to those who have just finish ur o's aite..
u'll never get to experience the long break when u reach next lvl..
haha..

2008-11-17T00:13:00.003+08:00

mood: wondering

hmmm..
i wonder whether my previous rap lyrics which i post below will be good...
with aiman music coming in...
i hope it sounded nice..
hahaha...
still got long way to go man...
still need to think all the ryhme words..
anyone can suggest a book for dummies?
wakakkaa...
see u around..

2008-11-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

mood: restless

well you see..
my life has ups and downs..
writing this stupid stuff just for fun
see..i thought everything in my life will be fine..
always obstacles pushing me killing my mind..
time changes, so as people in my life..
making me always to live in disguise..
everyday i just pretend to give a smile..
a smile to hide my real face-line..
sometimes i wonder why and what...
i simply cant get the reasons to that..
i may be amature to face all this..
i bet you, you wont even get to face this..
this life can be fucked up sometimes..
but when your good, it will be good all times..
well..i can just say nothing at all now..
west side yaww..

2008-11-14T09:08:00.002+08:00

mood:meaningless

i donnoe why..
i donnoe what..
i've been feeling different for the past few days..
i felt like...
there's nothing to achieve anymore..
life has become very boring..
nothing special or new..
maybe im too stress..
but wait..
im stress of what?
have u all saw me stress before?
no rite?
hm....
i wonder...

2008-11-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

mood: meaningless

just give me a break from all this..

2008-11-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

mood: shopping fever

wow...
actual outing with ex-band member..
became a t's outing..
and not just an outing..
shopping spree somemore..
walauwei...
spent damn much sey..
but i still want to spent and spent..
everything seems cheap if u have the money..
hahaha...
every T's spent on something..
all of us...
but i guess jing heng spent most...
hey guys how about another round..
hahaha....
i want to spent on shorts..
clothes...
a lot more stuff to buy..
damn
damn..
hahaha....
total i spent was about $90.00++
but i feel like buying more...
cap..
more shirt...
damnn....
haha
thats all...
peace out yaw...

2008-11-04T23:44:00.004+08:00

mood: indecisive
plefuase cofume bafuck..
i dont know why..
i just cant do it..
its like unbelievable..
i cant believe it..

i just cant do it..

2008-11-02T22:37:00.002+08:00

mood: bored

well..
i got nothing to post..
seriously nothing..
its been like totally different..
what it was before..
wasn't the same now..
the world is round..
things will change..
i guess i live this meaningless life..
i go no expectation..
no dreams..
nothing at all..
all hope seems lost..
maybe i can just look forward this dec..
where i can spent my days with the T's..
spent time with my family at korea..
my birthday?
don't seem to look forward to it..
eventhough i haven reach 17 while others had..
it doesnt even matter to me..
haizz..
what a life..
can anyone change it for me?
an angel from the sky or something..
one wish..

2008-10-29T01:29:00.002+08:00

mood:unknown

sometimes when i think about my past..
im sure that i'll start to cry till it last..
what has gone in and out of my life..
its just a moment of time when i finally realise..
i knew its going to be hard for me..
i knew everything will come back to me..
those memories of my life when i was growing..
help me change to who im now living..
you left..
they left..
i guess its part of life i just need to be strong..
guarding my soul with all night or day long..
slowly i'll adapt to this changes one after another..
i wont have that strength just to forget it forever..
so i guess i'll just give it a try to move on..
and end this short poem now..

2008-10-27T23:13:00.002+08:00

mood: rappy

guess what..
we jammed today..
under the canopy and red vine..
guess what..
i work out pretty well..
especially in the end by linking park..

rapped by me..
outstanding guitar by man..
cool keyboardist by jared..
outburst drummer by syahrul..
killer bassist by azwan..
and lastly melodic guitar by am..
cool yaw..

2008-10-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

mood:rappy

hey people out there i got something say..
guess what? im feeling the itch to rap today..
so yea this is how it goes..

skating all day till the sun went down..
i feeling beat up like a fighter winning a crown..
no way im going to sit down and always resting..
here i am telling others by just blogging..
its been two days we have been skating..
yea it will be a damn fucking pain panting..
worth it i guess to learn all those sick move..
impress people will make my boring life smooth..
ollie crap shit all day long without break..
felt fuck up and make me wanna skate..
give me all those airtime i need for kickflip..
so that i can land it well without a flick..
i need to be better and better to overwhelm others..
so they will just praise me like the other skaters..
well i guess its enough about all these skating..
lets talk about something we did while lepaking..
fuck yea we did something cool tonight..
well i guess we're high and felt light..
i wont say anything about today as we promise..
fuck those who didnt keep their promise..
end up skating at pioneer mall at 12 am..
plan out for outing this coming dec plan..
hope you pass your driving license this time..
yea im talking about you a friend of mine..
so we wont need a cab with our stuff..
hell no we are going to suffer because we had enough..
remember the chalet we did..
hell yea we really got tired carrying..
so i hope it will turn out just fine..
a barbecue with the T' s and friends will be nice..
k i stop this rap here..
may all reader have a fun time here..
peace..